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[Pokerkitty6]

Good Morning!! My 2nd day after chemo and I am still a little sick to my stomach, not throwing up, just feel like I could. My port hurt last night. It was stinking me. Is that normal? It feels ok today. I just took a tylenol pm and went back to sleep. I have felt light headed since chemo too. Does that make any sense or is all just in my head. I tell ya this cancer thing still seems like its not real to me, just a bad dream. I applied for short term disability today. I hope that works out. Its hard not getting a paycheck when you're used to it every week. Thanks again everybody for your continued support, I really do appreciate you all!!!

[Pokerkitty6]

Oh yeah B...I would have never thought you would be a whiskey girl, thats my sister's online name. I'll have to get her on NDN soon! A grapebomb is Three Olive grape flavored vodka with red bull. Most people do it as a shot, but I like it as a c o cktail. Cheers!!!! Hey Tay don't forget to drink one for me or two!

[freeringo]

Good Morning!! My 2nd day after chemo and I am still a little sick to my stomach, not throwing up, just feel like I could. My port hurt last night. It was stinking me. Is that normal? It feels ok today. I just took a tylenol pm and went back to sleep. I have felt light headed since chemo too. Does that make any sense or is all just in my head. I tell ya this cancer thing still seems like its not real to me, just a bad dream. I applied for short term disability today. I hope that works out. Its hard not getting a paycheck when you're used to it every week. Thanks again everybody for your continued support, I really do appreciate you all!!!

Get some pot for gods sake.
It will make you feel so much better.

[Pokerkitty6]

I know I should, I want to, but I still have a 10 year old girl living with me and she has a very big mouth. It sure does sound good though. Toke one for me!


psss....replace the word stinking me with stinging me please, my typo as usual...

[freeringo]

I know I should, I want to, but I still have a 10 year old girl living with me and she has a very big mouth. It sure does sound good though. Toke one for me!


psss....replace the word stinking me with stinging me please, my typo as usual...

You tell her and anyone that listens too her that Marijuana is your medicine that will save your life.
You still live in shame of what others think.
Kitty you have earned the right to do what ever you want.
I smoke in front (my bedroom) of my kids and I am honest about every aspect of it.
They are not allowed to smoke until they get out of school.
They know that smoking pot will deminish their ability to learn and learning comes first.
Then they can make any choice they want when they graduate.
Be brave.

[BnLM5]

Good Morning!! My 2nd day after chemo and I am still a little sick to my stomach, not throwing up, just feel like I could. My port hurt last night. It was stinking me. Is that normal? It feels ok today. I just took a tylenol pm and went back to sleep. I have felt light headed since chemo too. Does that make any sense or is all just in my head. I tell ya this cancer thing still seems like its not real to me, just a bad dream. I applied for short term disability today. I hope that works out. Its hard not getting a paycheck when you're used to it every week. Thanks again everybody for your continued support, I really do appreciate you all!!!

Kitty what do you mean that your port hurt last night?

And are you kidding me? Is it just all in your head? No it is not all in your head. You have been hit in the face with an incredibly difficult situation and it sucks! That is a an under statement to be honest. It is terrifying! It is not a thing that we can just take in and go about our merry way. It is difficult to understand? So it makes perfect sense to me that you feel like your having a bad dream and you are feeling light headed. I am actually surprised that you haven't felt light head from just the thoughts going through your head alone. Not to mention the trauma of all this crap. Chemo treatments are nothing nice. It does not matter who you are. And cancer is not a joke. It has got you down, that's a fact.

Now on the brighter side of things it can't keep you down and that is why we decide to go through with the chemo treatments. And that is why we keep a positive attitude because we can. By doing this we fight strong and we don't back down. Making a good chance that we WIN! What happens when we back down in a fight? We look weak. We give the upper hand or the power to the opponent. We enable the opponent to continue to bully us. Then sometimes we lose. Don't let it keep you down. Your sick and you are gonna feel sick some days more than others. You are going to have bad days and you are going to have better days and you are going to have good days. I know that you can whip this. I don't know if you know you can or not but I do understand that you are scared and unsure of things, but know that you can whip it and you will!!! Here is an for you. :+) that is a smiley with a positive attitude.

[Pokerkitty6]

Thanks again everybody. I can almost do what I want to do if the Department of Children and Families weren't at my house so much. This little girl sees a counselor two times a week, the social worker and the guardian ad litium. If they came to my house and smelled anything they would arrest me and take her to a foster home. Oh well, I know things will only get better. Now if that lingering nasuea would just go away everything will be fine. We are trying to follow the DCF program to get her back home with her Dad asap. That is the best solution for everybody, but these things take time. By the way, my port stopped hurting, so maybe I will only feel it sting 24 hours after chemo....

[Pokerkitty6]

Yesterday was my worst day. Sick as a dog. I was too sick to play the freeroll last night so Tony played for me. He doesn't chat too much. I used to be like that...He came in third place, so that works for me. Today is a much better day. C-ya at the tables soon.

[BnLM5]

Yesterday was my worst day. Sick as a dog. I was too sick to play the freeroll last night so Tony played for me. He doesn't chat too much. I used to be like that...He came in third place, so that works for me. Today is a much better day. C-ya at the tables soon.

I am sorry you had such a bad day. Now has passed a bad, today a better day and next is a good day! Lot's of prayers are being said for you.

[taylovesthebeatles]

I am so sorry Kitty, I hope this passes real soon and you feel better! Hang in there, there will be ups and downs and as Lori said we are all constantly covering you in a blanket of prayer!

[Pokerkitty6]

YEY!!!! I feel soooo much better today! Too bad we don't have a chips game going on! I hope you all enjoy your day as much as I am going to. I'm not going anywhere, but I am going to enjoy not feeling sick. I bet I win some money today. I just have to figure out which poker room I want to play in. For once I have money in all the rooms and we don't have the NDNPT going on. Just my luck! Oh well, at least I have money and a choice of poker rooms!!!!

[freeringo]

Thanks again everybody. I can almost do what I want to do if the Department of Children and Families weren't at my house so much. This little girl sees a counselor two times a week, the social worker and the guardian ad litium. If they came to my house and smelled anything they would arrest me and take her to a foster home. Oh well, I know things will only get better. Now if that lingering nasuea would just go away everything will be fine. We are trying to follow the DCF program to get her back home with her Dad asap. That is the best solution for everybody, but these things take time. By the way, my port stopped hurting, so maybe I will only feel it sting 24 hours after chemo....

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