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[BnLM5]

Bouks, I am sooo sorry for your little girl. I wish you only the best, you have alot on your plate right now and you have to be extra strong for your little angel. Tay and B, my girls who I can always count on, thank you for everything. I was in chemo for 4 hours yesterday and today I had to go get a shot to keep my white blood count up. Apparently 24 hours after chemo you will always get this shot. My dr. told me to expect a fever, bone pains, and pain that feels like I might be having a heart attack. I told her I'm glad she told me that or I would think I'm having a panic attack. She told me to stay on my Zanex, I'm probably spelling that wrong. That little pill makes me feel like I'm high, I kinda like it! I got my Zofran for nasuea today, thank God. Those have made me feel better all day. She told me I should not drink alcohol because my liver is being overworked by all the chemo and other meds I'm on. I asked about medical marijuana, but it's not legal in the state of Florida. Hey, you can't blame a girl for asking. I'll just have to be happy with the meds I have. A couple of them aren't that bad! I sure do miss my grapebombs!!! C-ya at the tables!

Well, well, well Pokerkitty I guess I should read a little better next time as I thought you were talking to bouks999. So I am glad that you got your meds for the sickness. And Xxanax and sometimes spelt with only one x and pronounced like >(zanax) is great for anxiety and will make you feel pretty good at first. But please note that Xxanax is highly addictive. I used to take them for anxiety. So just be careful. little oval orange pills if they are the same mg. They are good in a pinch and you my friend are in a pinch. I just want you to be careful from my own experience.

Oh and what is a grapebomb? Just curious. Love ya Kitty, take care hun!

[SlotQQueen54]

Hi all!!! A few nights ago I told a few of you that I had something to say and I would tell you when I am ready. Well tonight I feel ready to share. I have grade 3 invasive poorly diferentiated ductal type mammory carcenoma. In other words, I have breast cancer. It's freaking me out. Within the next two weeks I will be having a radical double masectomy. Some of my words may be spelled wrong, but you get the idea. It sucks because I have beautiful 36C tits. I mean they are f'in nice. I will undergo reconstruction at the same time and I think I am going to get me some bigger tits. What do ya'll think about 36D? My husband smiles everytime I say it!!!! When I am down and out, my hubby, Tony has been instructed by me to play some of my games. Feel free to ask is that you Tony or Renee? We will be honest with you. My doctors says I should be back to playing golf 6-12 months down the road. I'll just have to learn how to regrip with bigger tits. I probably have to grip the shaft and squeze my tits together. All humor aside, this is very serious for me. I thought I would just like to share my feelings with my NDN family. This site has and will continue to be a blessing for me, especially now, to keep my mind off of things and learn from others experience. I am still working in the golf shop and have my job secured when I have recovered enough to go back to work. Until then, I'll just keep happy thoughts in my head. Cheers and I'll c-ya at the tables!!!!

God be with you Kitty..Keep up the positive attitude!

[Pokerkitty6]

This is the latest....I have not returned to work yet and my job is there whenever I need it. My golf club is my biggest support system ever. I haven't played golf in almost 1 1/2 years and its driving me nuts! My clubs are sitting in the living room right by the door for when I get the ok to play from the dr!!!! I still have my port and that really sucks. Dr. Brock wants to see my scan in Oct.,if it lights up, take implants out, saw breast bone in half, get biopsy of thymus gland, put new implants in and take about 3 months to heal. If it comes back as cancer, its probably all over my body being in that particular area. Then I decide, go back in remove implants, saw bone and take out thymus....or just deal with it and take chemo and radiation for another 6 months. Sounds like I'm pretty much screwed either way. So, I lifted my head up, said a prayer and hopefully next week getting a second opinion from the Shands Cancer Center in Gainesville, Fl. They are supposed to be one of the best in our state and they are also affiliated with the Mayo in Jacksonville. My back has been killing me by my kidneys for a couple of days and I just say GOD please take my cancer away and please keep my organs working. In the mean time, I'm just playing poker and being nosey on my facebook page. Have a blessed day and thanks for listening....

[vickid]

well kitty it has been a long time since i have been on hear and it sadens me to still see u struggling but my prayers are with u and i hope for the best and im glad you are still in good spirts

[BnLM5]

How's it going PK?

[Pokerkitty6]

Well...today I have mixed emotions. Today is my 2nd cancerversary. Two years ago today I was diagnosed with Triple Negative Breast Cancer. The first three years are the most crucial. I still have my port until the dr. is sure my cancer will not return, so it looks like I may have to keep it another year or so. It sure is ugly, but I'm over it at this point. I just make up crazy stories for my scars. I am still going thru nipple reconstruction, it's a long process. I get coments on my tits all the time now and I think to myself, if they only new what I went thru to get them. It's kinda nice to be fighting cancer and still get hit on. This forum has helped and will continue to help me fight this dreadful disease. Thanks for all of your support. On Oct. 22nd, I will be doing my 2nd 3k breast cancer walk. Feel free to join me!