Yeah Ringo, take a time out and get over it. Forget about what is right and what is wrong according to your manhood. This is a place for entertainment that we all love and along the way we have made some friends. All friends and family have arguments, that doesn't mean you run away. Stay and continue what we have all become. We all seem to lean on each other and I think by all the feedback you're getting, you know you can lean on us. Nobody will hold anything against you, including NDN and Eejit. NDN will always have the final word and we won't always like it, but it is his choice as the owner of NDN. Just as in any business, the owner has the right to refuse service. Nobody here will think of you as a coward if you decide to stay. You just had a couple of bad days, we all do. If you think of the good and bad at NDN, the good is way more than the bad, so I think the logical decision for you is to stay. You already said you will miss it and at the same time you will be missed, so get over yourself, take a time out, reflect and come back strong. The grudge stops here, loose the hate and find the love once again, it's still here, it never left.