I visited the NDN forum today!

[BnLM5]

I have been reading through the NDN forums this afternoon and wow! I would like to share the many different things have went through my head. Not to mention all of the thoughts going through my head concerning my own life. Or should I mention the thoughts of the people that were directly effected in New York 8 years ago (think about it for one second can you even imagine? 8 years ago is so close to yesterday). Or the thoughts that were not mentioned in this forum that Ringo has concerning his life (his daughter is a serious thing, if you have not heard about the situation or the issue at hand with her, go online and read about it. Really it is a serious condition.) Or NDN's thoughts of his life and the respect and business of this forum (which to say that it is a difficult task is an understatement. Have you ever really thought about this?) What about Tay and her thoughts about her life? Do you think her life is easy? (The emotions she must be having concerning her issue at hand. Having been taught all her life how to live and accept a birthdefect as life goes on. And now that she totally has learned and accepted it Her mom and others in her family are suddenly acting like hypicrates because it is their turn to live and accept the truth of the matter. Why does Tay have to fight both battles?) And what about the thought going through Pokerkitty's head? (She has cancer that she gets up with every single day. Not one second of her life passes with out batteling it at this time, not one second. This is a matter of life and death. AND her neice too! Have you thought about that today?) This forum and it's activities is a luxury to some, an addiction to some, a great life tool to some, a place to come and relax to some, a get away to some, a way to come up to some, and a joke to others. I believe I have true friends here at NDN. Just as true as in my face to face life. I also believe I have some not so true friends here. Just like my face to face life. My whole point with this post whether or not you (the reader) gives a damn or not is this... Sometimes it does not matter who wins, or who is right or wrong. It sometimes does not matter who gets the last word or whos point on a matter went over best or whos OPINION is stronger or more agreed. But sometimes what really might matter at the moment has nothing to do with me or you but something more serious. It is ok to get mad or disagree. It is ok to state our opinions. But it is not ok to be hurtful and decietful. And nothing good will ever come from rage. (there is a difference between rage and lashing out). And if someone is wrong in heart with something in the end it will be known. "For what goes up must come down". In everything we do, if we only could keep our hearts right? Wouldn't that be something? We can't always do that especially in the heat of a moment. It's too bad! But we can sometimes rethink a situation and reflect on new thoughts about it. I feel sorry for the people in this world that can't rethink and reflect on a situation. Because they went to far. for example crossing a final line that is not tollerated, like breaking laws and such. But for those that can I am happy for as to be humble is one of lifes greatest assets. Being understanding, honest and forgiving are on that list too! Having integerity is on the list. With these kind of assets you will get you more out of life than any physical thing you will ever posses. Although those things are nice to have as well they will never compare in the end. That is a fact!

I am sorry if I have mentioned anything that oversteps my boundaries with anyone that I listed here.

[freeringo]

I have been reading through the NDN forums this afternoon and wow! I would like to share the many different things have went through my head. Not to mention all of the thoughts going through my head concerning my own life. Or should I mention the thoughts of the people that were directly effected in New York 8 years ago (think about it for one second can you even imagine? 8 years ago is so close to yesterday). Or the thoughts that were not mentioned in this forum that Ringo has concerning his life (his daughter is a serious thing, if you have not heard about the situation or the issue at hand with her, go online and read about it. Really it is a serious condition.) Or NDN's thoughts of his life and the respect and business of this forum (which to say that it is a difficult task is an understatement. Have you ever really thought about this?) What about Tay and her thoughts about her life? Do you think her life is easy? (The emotions she must be having concerning her issue at hand. Having been taught all her life how to live and accept a birthdefect as life goes on. And now that she totally has learned and accepted it Her mom and others in her family are suddenly acting like hypicrates because it is their turn to live and accept the truth of the matter. Why does Tay have to fight both battles?) And what about the thought going through Pokerkitty's head? (She has cancer that she gets up with every single day. Not one second of her life passes with out batteling it at this time, not one second. This is a matter of life and death. AND her neice too! Have you thought about that today?) This forum and it's activities is a luxury to some, an addiction to some, a great life tool to some, a place to come and relax to some, a get away to some, a way to come up to some, and a joke to others. I believe I have true friends here at NDN. Just as true as in my face to face life. I also believe I have some not so true friends here. Just like my face to face life. My whole point with this post whether or not you (the reader) gives a damn or not is this... Sometimes it does not matter who wins, or who is right or wrong. It sometimes does not matter who gets the last word or whos point on a matter went over best or whos OPINION is stronger or more agreed. But sometimes what really might matter at the moment has nothing to do with me or you but something more serious. It is ok to get mad or disagree. It is ok to state our opinions. But it is not ok to be hurtful and decietful. And nothing good will ever come from rage. (there is a difference between rage and lashing out). And if someone is wrong in heart with something in the end it will be known. "For what goes up must come down". In everything we do, if we only could keep our hearts right? Wouldn't that be something? We can't always do that especially in the heat of a moment. It's too bad! But we can sometimes rethink a situation and reflect on new thoughts about it. I feel sorry for the people in this world that can't rethink and reflect on a situation. Because they went to far. for example crossing a final line that is not tollerated, like breaking laws and such. But for those that can I am happy for as to be humble is one of lifes greatest assets. Being understanding, honest and forgiving are on that list too! Having integerity is on the list. With these kind of assets you will get you more out of life than any physical thing you will ever posses. Although those things are nice to have as well they will never compare in the end. That is a fact!

I am sorry if I have mentioned anything that oversteps my boundaries with anyone that I listed here.

My main narrative since I found NDN forum is to bring people together and share my joyous spirit with other. I have been overjoyed with some of the help I was able to offer people. I love you lori for you caopassion and honesty in all things.

You have one of the biggest hearts in the world.
I am proud to call you friend

[TerpZone]

Holy crap, I wish I could positive rep you, Lori just because I'm amazed I made it through that paragraph before giving up because of the lack of paragraph breaks.