Dont give up lilred we all suck and then we all rule at times its the way it works!! I have had days when I wanted to throw my computer across the room into a wall and smash everything. then there are those days I stare into the monitor and say to myself "comeon call me" I am about to send you to the rail. the truly best players learn to deal with upswings and low swings on a level headed playing field. not too excited with winning and not too much anger with losing. I have heard and read that phil ivey is suppose to be the best at this in the world but I dont know.Hang in there!!