Lots to discuss.
Target - Your welcome!
Glo - Id imagine the big one will be more.
Ringo - Your depressed. Me 2, for ages. The only way to get out of it is to change. Completely. I changed job, found girl, did different things, slept less, and now im happy (pretty much), tired, and have a sore throat.
Only way for you to stop being depressed is to stop looking at your d!ck and thinking "Why GOD WHY!!!!, make it BIGGERRRRRRR"