im going crazy right now...
Need to express my self here.
I was playing this 5.5 buy in... 1k guaranted.
I was doing great, had 23000 chips..
sundanly my girl friend, who at a very nice place, calls me..
And I, keept playing the game... LIKE A boat eating DONKEY!!!!
Calling anything....
WHY.... Why people around me makes play poor poker....
Than in 2 hands I was donw to 3000....
Had to say bye to my girl very fast.
I should not have answered to phone at all... (like freeringo precations) dont answer the phone...
Than on my BB of 2000 i get JJ and I go All in hopes to be on the game and score on the cash places... just get get a mad *** flop... lossing by a pair of aces... lossing with my JJ against a A8....
I whanted to jump off my apartment... My chest is hurting.. I smashed my head on the table... I screemed...
I dont fell like doing anything more today,.... tired of poker... second loss today so near the buble...
Dont fell like doing anything...
Whant to kill my self...
I cant handle bad played poker... I cant handle doing bad moves..
It was not a bead beat.. IT WAS A DONKEY *** FISH BEAT... And I cant handle this...
PLEASE HELP!!!!