Sassy you said it when you said you hated growing up. It sucks growing up all of the pains that go along with it. It is so tough. But the good thing is that it can all be worth it. But first you have to know what it is that you want. Then you go get it. Just like that! If you love your job and what you do but the fact that your work and personality is working and paying well but it is taking more from you than you like. And given to the owner who doesn't have to do much for it, thanks to you. (Idea) You look into what it takes for you to set up a small business of your own and you find a few good people like you to work there. Then you work when you please as you would be the owner and still doing what you love, and at the same time you collect from those who have a booth or how ever you choose to handle it. Then you have your own clients at your own shop at your your will. Making and keeping all of your money and then some. Just remember the more you make the more you spend. Life is all about living happily! What makes you truly happy? What ever it is .... go get it! Now while you are young so you can enjoy it forever!