Anger!!!

[navuta]

im going crazy right now...
Need to express my self here.
I was playing this 5.5 buy in... 1k guaranted.
I was doing great, had 23000 chips..
sundanly my girl friend, who at a very nice place, calls me..
And I, keept playing the game... LIKE A boat eating DONKEY!!!!
Calling anything....
WHY.... Why people around me makes play poor poker....
Than in 2 hands I was donw to 3000....
Had to say bye to my girl very fast.
I should not have answered to phone at all... (like freeringo precations) dont answer the phone...

Than on my BB of 2000 i get JJ and I go All in hopes to be on the game and score on the cash places... just get get a mad *** flop... lossing by a pair of aces... lossing with my JJ against a A8....

I whanted to jump off my apartment... My chest is hurting.. I smashed my head on the table... I screemed...
I dont fell like doing anything more today,.... tired of poker... second loss today so near the buble...
Dont fell like doing anything...
Whant to kill my self...

I cant handle bad played poker... I cant handle doing bad moves..
It was not a bead beat.. IT WAS A DONKEY *** FISH BEAT... And I cant handle this...
PLEASE HELP!!!!

[navuta]

Just to clarify.
I was on 6 place, out of 16 people..
where 10 got paid...

THAN I PLAY SUPER DONKY POKER!!!.
Why.. if I was playing great for 3 hours straight..
Than my girlfriend calls me.. and I play so bad...

(it might be that my uncosious know that she dont like poker)
If she liked poker I think I would not do that bad moves.. I would tell her I was playing.. And I would do well.!!

Thats my best hint for sure...
At least I dont need a doctor to clarify..
So i Guess that If I whant to play poker professionaly I will have to live alone.... no girlfriends close while im playing.. and no telephones ringing...

[PANAMHIEST]

I too usually have done bad around friends and family who have a negative outlook on my poker or gambling habits. Dont ask me why but it does seem to have a negative impact on the way i play too, It just makes me do stupid stuff out of anger that I wouldnt normally do. Best thing I have found to help me is music. Make sure the kids are ok, Just put on some headphones, turn up the volume and block out everything but poker. Thats when i do my best, so try this out.

[navuta]

I felt like this dude...
really...lol..
but this was a joke....
Mine was serious!!!

[GloBug]

lol u got mad because she called u. i think it was a funny rant that u went on about. dude its not worth it. still lmfao.

[navuta]

lol u got mad because she called u. i think it was a funny rant that u went on about. dude its not worth it. still lmfao.

I was not mad because she called me.. I was mad beacuse while I was talking to hear I was playing a very fish donkey poker game... so i was mad on myself for not folding bad hands...
Im better now.. it was just a 5.5 dolar game, and 3 hours lost.. not much...