Quote Originally Posted by bouks999 View Post
ty so much fro the advice. So i had another post that i was trying to write but he made me delete so here goes. I told him today that he hurts me and shouldnt put me down. How would he feel if i put him down. So i feel really depressed im not getting any younger. I need to get my GED and go to college. I wanna be a crime scene investigator. I need to get off my butt but im so really depressed its kinda hard. So i put my face in front of this com so much bc it gets me away from reality. Another thing that depresses me is that i was a size 5 when i got pregnate and now im slowly loosing. And my daughter being in remission gives me something to believe in. And BTW i am female lol. My dad gave the nickname bouks when i was really little. So i use it all the time. So back to the situation at hand. I think im gonna have a serious talk with him. He doesnt understand why i dont wanna spend more time with him. Its bc it always seems like hes mad at me over nothing. I just wish he would chill out sometimes.
Just hang in there. I know that when I am depressed and I don't want my mind to be on worry especially about my relationship I also get online and I stay there. I hide so deep into NDN forums that if we had tents I would sleep here too. I am so happy to hear the you daughter is in remission. That is wonderful. And as far as the weight goes you will lose it. Sometimes it just takes time. I know the more I set at this computer and the more Pepsi I drink the more I know I am gonna get fat. I just keep telling my husband that if I get fat there will just be a lot more of me to love. lolz