Lilred is a spammer???

[navuta]

Ok as usual I dumped all of my chips,except for 50,"I had to buy at least one ticket for that drawing next month" at the NDN casino.Now I have seen posts where people lost alot there called themselves idiots and such.Well whats that make me?I am still the second biggest loser there so I guess I am a moronic idiot.Why am I making this post you asked?Well cause I need some chippies,I was hoping to get lucky like my friend Pokerkitty,she has done wll there.It just ain't happening,so this is what it has come to,with the pain in my hands and all I am going to get in another NDNPT chips game, if it kills me.So Lilred you have been gone awhile"although I do check in alot,mostly just to see whats happening and to make my NDN classic pick" has there been anything exciting happen lately? Well that answer would be no!I live a rather dull life,play golf when I can,work,watch the grandbaby grow"like a weed",and drink alot.However the drinking has slowed alot as I am trying to slow down before I get a dicky dew.I also have stopped dipping,I used to smoke,ciggarettes are way easier to quit than dipping.
Ok now for the spamming,why Lilred are you just babbling?Because there so many great posters here ,that already post.Great posts mostly I might add, it's hard to find things to post about that are not already there.Why would anyone read what I am posting?Well because they might be as bored as me.I really wanted to play in tonights chip game, got up to 230 I think in the casino before reality set in, then I bought a Ticket for that playstation 3000, an awesome prize buy the way big guy.This site by far is the best online in my book.Let's see the NDN classic, which has a 500 dollar prize pool.The NDNPT which I just mentioned, chips for posting,drawings you add a couple dancing girls and i am moving in.This site is the greatest thing since baked possum.I mean if i weren't already married I would marry this site.Ok so tonites chip game may be out of the uestion but theres always tommorow, or the next day,thats the cool thing about this site always something happening.
Ok listen I just recently turned 40, but I feel about 60.I really didn't have a great birthday though,I had a few birthday freebies online but none at places I frequent anymore.My wife and I have almost stopped buying gifts for each other just lil things,or at least she has lol.My kids did get me some nice golf gifts but none of my family outside of FL even called to say Happy Birthday,that was kinda sad.Not like expected a big party or nothing but it was my 40th.Mostly I just feel old now, and the only time I really feel good is when I see my grandaughter she makes me happy no matter how my day has been.She is a blessing,I have no blood children just my wifes,I mean there like my own but you know, this one my grandaughter I mean, is like.Well I don't know how to explain it,I worry alot and fuss at her parents constantly,they say i'm overprotective.Anyways she is my joy.
Now why haven't I been playing alot,A few if ya made it this far may ask.Well let's see work has been hectic,I thought it was getting better but only more stressfull.I had a bunch of money at Cake but my kid got on one day and donked most of it away,he thought it was just funzies,lol.So I just slowed down alot,concentrating on work,waiting for US to legalize it I unfortunatly am not as good as I thought I was at the game.Took alot bad beats, and gave a few, mostly though it's just a time thing.I hope to get back in the swing of things soon though.That Bap thingis a great idea,so within a few days I'm going to get me some shares,I hope that everyone else does to.
Okay you all I will stop as my hands are aching bad now,if your bored I'm sorry as I said it was spamming,just trying to get in a chips game.Later all and thanks ND for having us here.

How can someone read this post after reading "Why am I making this post you asked?Well cause I need some chippies" ?????

[woohoosue]

the party is within you....expecting others to make our lives fun ...is a setup for disaster... If there is something you need get it, if there is something u want go for it,
time is awastin my man..... make your self happy... don't sit around and wait for it.... grab that brass ring! if brass rings turn u on.... if not grab something else
I await your butterfly post ..consider this one your cocoon stage.
Go ahead now....fun is out there ...life is out there... the music is playing ...DANCE!



i need chips too...lol..ooops......I'm as bad as a n outa state family member....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!