Hey Red...haven't you heard 40 is the new 30...you're not old till you're 80 and when you turn 80, you say you're not old till you're 100. I had over 40,000 chips a couple of days ago and I pissed them away in the casino so don't beat yourself up too much...I think we all need this site for release and it's fine with me anytime you feel like, go for it. I will read every word because I really do consider you a friend. I never had any kids either and I completely understand. I just make my brothers and sisters share theirs. If you read one of my earlier posts, you'll see I now have an 11 year old neice living with me. I would rather her be here than a foster home. We all need somebody, sometime. Hope to see you at the table tonight!