i am same way but sometimes its hard to not play while donks are throwing there chips around!!!
I am out of the earth freeroll 1010 vs AK and the guy hit a King on the river!!! bummer
Yes that is indeed a bummer, better luck next time. just keep trying, and getting better and you will start winning more. Poker always has something that you can learn and benefit from, so goodluck on the next one.