A Sad Moment!

[KaciBlakely]

I don't think he was cheating.

That is definitely something I can count against, but I have set up an appointment to check everything down there to make sure against, std's, and everything like that, etc.

I don't think I'm ready to hook up with anyone at the moment.

I will be working to apply for these services if I qualify.

I realize you guys are just offering support and help and that's what I need, and I will try to take advantage of your advice.

[PANAMHIEST]

This from coming from the perspective of a guy who just had his very first

child just 8 months ago. When I heard that I would be a father I was scared,

because I knew that this little person, would look up to me the rest of my

life, to provide and take of, feed, give shelter, and to teach. I had never

done this for anyone before, just me and my dog pacho lol. It scared me to

death and I thought about running, leaving the best girl I have ever meet,

and never look back. But I did some thinking and thought about what things

would be like say 3-5 years down the road. Would kylee know about me?

Would she be a good kid? Was she ok, and well takin care of? When she got

old enought o come looking for me, would she even bother? would she love

me like she would have if I had of been there?


These are things that you husband is gonna have to think about, and if he is

too bone- headed to figure it out himself, maybe you or someone you know

can talk some sense into him.

[thenutzaa1]

sorry to hear this kaci...

i am only 23 years old so i dont know a lot about marriage or parenting but hey feel better. everything happens for a reason. thenutzaa1

[KaciBlakely]

I beleive that everything happens for a reason.

And although I will allow myself to be sad about the situation I'm not going to cry any more tears over him after a week or two.

I think it's okay for me to mourn the loss of my marriage, etc.

But only to an extent.

[freeringo]

This songs for your Dad, Kaci.



This one is for you Kaci

[KaciBlakely]

This songs for your Dad, Kaci.



This one is for you Kaci

I love Tori Amos so much!

Thanks for the song ringo!

They are both brilliant and I'll show the top video to my dad, when I see him later today.

I'm feeling better today than I did yesterday so that's something.

Not stressed or anything so far, so I feel like today is going to be a good day.

Can't wait to play the chips game tonight.

[GloBug]

wow what a shocker. u know i dont know to much about u and him but from what i see and hear is that he really wasnt ready. ill be honest when me and my wife had our 1st child i was just turning 24 and she was 22. it was really rough on me when it got within 1 month of having the child. i mean all my freedoms would be gone and so on. i did alot of bad things(not physical im not a monster) such as cause arguements in hopes that she would leave and all that. she never did. i was a bad person and didnt like it. well i chalk it up to not maturing when i was suppose to. but after we had our 1st child that night my wife and daughter got my full and undivided attention. i was in love all over again. the love u feel for a child when it is 1 st born is the best. im not sure if your hubby had some alterior motives but he is human and he is young from what i get. dont hate him for him wanting to separate. he will come back. he is just stressed out. im telling u i know its hard for a women but for a man that doesnt carry the baby we have alot of time to think and our minds plays tricks on us. maybe he is having doubts about being a good father. u know i did. i beleive most men at a young age have this issue. well i will put a hex on him and get him back to you. u should take advantage of any free help u can get. as for the wic and food stamps. hey food stamps comes now as a visa so u dont have to be embarressed. i suggest u have custody done thru a court whent he baby is born. as for your name u can change it send a pm to ndn and he will fix it for u. keep your head and remember u have your family and sometimes that is the best remedy. take care and be easy.