Mine is more concerned about my pregnancy, than anything bigger, like the world ending or anything.

It's just thoughts about my unborn child mostly. It will connect eventually but I'm just writing my thoughts out loud on this post so...

That and the fact that if I'm honest with myself, I feel uncomfortable in my own skin, really disconnected, like I don't belong in this world.

Like I was born in the wrong time, and should've been born centuries, or decades ago.

Then I think about my baby, and I don't ever want him to feel like that.

I don't ever want him to feel like he doesn't belong because I want him more than anything, and I want him to know that.

That's the one thing I really worry about in my life right now.