I know I know.

I was going to be ashamed and not say something but the NDN Casino gets ragged on all the time and especially the black jack so I had to tell everyone that the black jack was great and I was the one who screwed up.

Here's some synonms for idiot, therefore for my name right now.

blockhead, bonehead, cretin, dimwit, dork, dumbbell, dunce, fool, ignoramus, imbecile, jerk, kook, moron, muttonhead, nincompoop, ninny, nitwit, out to lunch, pinhead, simpleton, stupid, tomfool, twit

I found those on thesaurus and they seemed to fit what I was feeling.

Now I need to ask NDN to change my name from Demeter = Goddess of Youth to The NDN Casino Blackjack Idiot.