So it's been awhile since I played any poker tournaments here at NDN. I'm just not into it

right now which is really unusual for me. Its not that I don't enjoy the games here with

you donkeys but, I'm feeling kinda flat on poker. I'm just not playing anywhere. Not in live

games. Not online. Heck I just turned down a friendly house game I know that I would

clean up at just last night. Now you make think BFD but, what you don't understand is that

I have been a gambling card player since I was 14. I didn't need a job until I was almost

20, although I had one since I was 16, because I learned to play with a bunch of guys who

played everyday. At anytime of day or night I could find a dirty no limit house game. Now I

have been a degenerate gambler for nearly 20 years and to suddenly lose interest baffles

me. Its not as if my last few experiences at the tables were bad. In fact I walked away a

with about $500 last time I played a live game. Sometimes I get the urge to check out a

quick game online but, I can't seem to concentrate on it. I lose interest, and therefore my

chips, in a short period of time. It's like I've almost grown fearful of losing at the table and

I don't know how to shake it off.

Ideas?

Thoughts?