Thenutzaa1, when you click on your user CP (top left of page)
it takes you to your used CP, the threads that you have posts in,
have subscribed to are there. But if you scroll down below those threads,
you will see your reputation box. There will only be five of them as it only
allows for five to be saved. So the most recent five reps will be there. If
in fact you have been rep'ed five times. If the square is green it is positive.
If the square is red it is neg. If the square is gray than one of the members
likes or is complimenting your post. The gray are nice to see and appreciate,
however they are not counted as good or bad rep.
If you still have questions, just ask.