Here's what happened to me in a live cash game.

No bull ****.

I don't remember suites, it was four years ago but the most brutal beat in history ever is what it had to have been, or close to.

I have pockets nines and raise 20$.

Blinds are 1/2/5. It's 1/2 but if you want to play you have to pay 5.

I don't know it's a cash house and those were the rules.

Another guy calls me and then the flop comes out

J 9 9.

I have quad nines and I am trying very hard not to flip out and controll my face so I don't give away anything.

I bet 45$ and the guy behind me raises to 145$. I'm calling obviously but I try to make it look like I'm having a difficult decision and then call it.

The turn comes 4 so It's pretty much a blank. The flop was rainbow.

I do remember that.

I'm first to act and I bet 65$. He re-raises me to put me all in.

I call and I'm all in for around $345.

We flip the cards over and he had JJ, the full house of Jacks full of Nines, and I have quad nines.

The River comes a J and I freaking am stunned and just walk away and take a drink.

It's the worst beat I've ever had, and I got screwed twice because they got rid of the bad beat a week before because no one had gotten it and it was over 10k$ so they changed it to high hand.

I got double screwed because I didn't get the jackpot.

Thinking about it now still makes me sick, ergh.