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[freeringo]

Looks like I have Marissa until Jan 13th now. The system takes toooo long. She is a "state child" at this time, so I can't even get a babysitter unless they are approved by DCF with background checks. She can't stay with anybody who has a felony. That limits alot of people and the rest of them don't want to go thru the hassel of DCF's investigation. I love Marissa, but this whole thing is a pain in the a s s. I'm having a good day today and I hope you all do too.

Today is a most beautiful day indeed and hearing your are feeling better makes my day even more enjoyable.

[taylovesthebeatles]

Thank you for the update Renee, it is always appreciated. I hope you're feeling stronger every single day! Much love to you, and I hope you get the situation with Marissa sorted out really soon.

I have a special gift for you (and anyone else on the forum) today:

Carbon_Leaf_Pink - Download

It is a link to a website that will let you get a free download of the Carbon Leaf song, "Pink" that I posted for you earlier in this thread, for Breast Cancer Awareness Month. I hope it lifts your spirits!

[Pokerkitty6]

uuuuuggggggg, what a depressing day for me. Just came back from the dr and she extended my chemo for three more months. I hate it! I can't stand it! I'm sooooo tired of cancer! Thanks for letting me vent....

[BnLM5]

Damn it PK! I am sorry! Three more months is not good news at all I agree. If you don't mind, what did she say about the extension? I am curious about her reason? I know that cancer sucks and so does chemo but it is obviously working. If it were not making any progress she would have stopped the chemo. So as stupid as it may sound this might be a good thing. If you can see the positive side of this you will feel better. I realize it is not an easy thing to do. But try! You know that I am going to remind you that your attitude is very important here! Surly you can feel the difference in the way you feel when your attitude is good than when it is not so good? I have said another prayer for you just moments ago and I will continue to do so. Nonetheless I have not stopped. I think about you every single day! That is the honest to God truth! I hold you close in my heart PK!

I sure do wish there was something that I could do to make this go away, or just to make you feel at your best at this moment. I am sorry that I can't do that. :( But I shall keep you filled with the positive things as it is easier for me to see them than for you to see them. And I do! : ) Lots of love PK and prayer lifted for you! Smile! Okay now smile one more time for me.... A little bigger... there you go, that is better. Now you can cry if you want to and release some of the tension. But if you decide not to rest assured that I will for you. Hang in there hon! Every little thing is going to be alright.

I wanted to tell you that I enjoyed our games yesterday! Thank you, I was tickled to see you there! It made my day!

[Pokerkitty6]

Awwwww B, you're such a sweetheart. I have triple negetative basal breast cancer and carry the genes for bc and ovaian cancer. I believe this means, I have triple the cancer cells which are negative for now, so she has to treat my cancer aggressively. She has told me many times and I have aggressive cancer, so she treats it the same way. I had a rough day yesterday, but today is a new day, a great day, and yes you did make me smile.

As far as seeing you at inetbet, the games were fun. I'll have a hard time remembering your other name. inetbet is the only casino I play slots and bj at. They are very easy to work with, so far no problems. Thanks again for everything.

[freeringo]

My cousin sends me this picture and I asked where is this house.
I lived there. lol
Then she goes on to remind me that I wrecked my bike there and broke my arm and got my toe ripped off.
We certainly need each other to remind us of all the fun we had growing up.

[taylovesthebeatles]

Love you Kitty. Stay strong for us, we'll hold you up. Praying for you always!

[BnLM5]

Damn it PK! I am sorry! Three more months is not good news at all I agree. If you don't mind, what did she say about the extension? I am curious about her reason? I know that cancer sucks and so does chemo but it is obviously working. If it were not making any progress she would have stopped the chemo. So as stupid as it may sound this might be a good thing. If you can see the positive side of this you will feel better. I realize it is not an easy thing to do. But try! You know that I am going to remind you that your attitude is very important here! Surly you can feel the difference in the way you feel when your attitude is good than when it is not so good? I have said another prayer for you just moments ago and I will continue to do so. Nonetheless I have not stopped. I think about you every single day! That is the honest to God truth! I hold you close in my heart PK!

I sure do wish there was something that I could do to make this go away, or just to make you feel at your best at this moment. I am sorry that I can't do that. :( But I shall keep you filled with the positive things as it is easier for me to see them than for you to see them. And I do! : ) Lots of love PK and prayer lifted for you! Smile! Okay now smile one more time for me.... A little bigger... there you go, that is better. Now you can cry if you want to and release some of the tension. But if you decide not to rest assured that I will for you. Hang in there hon! Every little thing is going to be alright.

I wanted to tell you that I enjoyed our games yesterday! Thank you, I was tickled to see you there! It made my day!

Your welcome PK. But I thought we were at Club World? I am happy that you had a great day! Have a happy day today as well!

[Pokerkitty6]

I just back from chemo and the reason it was extended was because I have aggressive cancer. I go for and hour and half once a week for 3 months. She hasn't decided about radiation yet and when this is all over pet scans once or twice a year. I have a 50-50 chance of cancer coming back in an area other than the ovary....I think inetbet and club world are the same. I was at inetbet. I can't play the bj tourneys at both casinos because they are related...says I can only play at one. I tried one night with my desk top and laptop...Thanks again everybody! You give me inspiration. I am a very positive person and I do see the glass half full!!! Luv Ya All!!!!

[Pokerkitty6]

Hi all! Had chemo today and thank God, it's not making me sick anymore. The chemo drug is called Taxotere and I take it for one and half hours. 9 more weeks to go....