BC

[freeringo]

Hi all! Sorry, I haven't been around lately. This has been my worst week for sickness. Every stinkin day since chemo last Wed. Four times they changed my meds now and nothing seems to work for me. Rocketmann told me to ask for Marinol, the pill with thc. First they told me no, not in FL., then when nothing else worked they finally gave it to me. Well, guess what, it's not the same and I don't like them. They seem to knock me out, but I am still nauseous. Today I feel is going to be a good day! I have to go to court today for Marissa'a future. I am trying to get her placed with her Grandmother, but the system is fighting me once again. Ok, enough complaining for now. Thanks for listening..

Do you need me to send you some real medicine?
Christ sakes, Florida laws suck for sick people.
Hang in there girlfriend.

[Pokerkitty6]

Looks like I have Marissa until Jan 13th now. The system takes toooo long. She is a "state child" at this time, so I can't even get a babysitter unless they are approved by DCF with background checks. She can't stay with anybody who has a felony. That limits alot of people and the rest of them don't want to go thru the hassel of DCF's investigation. I love Marissa, but this whole thing is a pain in the a s s. I'm having a good day today and I hope you all do too.

[freeringo]

Looks like I have Marissa until Jan 13th now. The system takes toooo long. She is a "state child" at this time, so I can't even get a babysitter unless they are approved by DCF with background checks. She can't stay with anybody who has a felony. That limits alot of people and the rest of them don't want to go thru the hassel of DCF's investigation. I love Marissa, but this whole thing is a pain in the a s s. I'm having a good day today and I hope you all do too.

Today is a most beautiful day indeed and hearing your are feeling better makes my day even more enjoyable.

[taylovesthebeatles]

Thank you for the update Renee, it is always appreciated. I hope you're feeling stronger every single day! Much love to you, and I hope you get the situation with Marissa sorted out really soon.

I have a special gift for you (and anyone else on the forum) today:

Carbon_Leaf_Pink - Download

It is a link to a website that will let you get a free download of the Carbon Leaf song, "Pink" that I posted for you earlier in this thread, for Breast Cancer Awareness Month. I hope it lifts your spirits!

[Pokerkitty6]

uuuuuggggggg, what a depressing day for me. Just came back from the dr and she extended my chemo for three more months. I hate it! I can't stand it! I'm sooooo tired of cancer! Thanks for letting me vent....

[BnLM5]

Damn it PK! I am sorry! Three more months is not good news at all I agree. If you don't mind, what did she say about the extension? I am curious about her reason? I know that cancer sucks and so does chemo but it is obviously working. If it were not making any progress she would have stopped the chemo. So as stupid as it may sound this might be a good thing. If you can see the positive side of this you will feel better. I realize it is not an easy thing to do. But try! You know that I am going to remind you that your attitude is very important here! Surly you can feel the difference in the way you feel when your attitude is good than when it is not so good? I have said another prayer for you just moments ago and I will continue to do so. Nonetheless I have not stopped. I think about you every single day! That is the honest to God truth! I hold you close in my heart PK!

I sure do wish there was something that I could do to make this go away, or just to make you feel at your best at this moment. I am sorry that I can't do that. :( But I shall keep you filled with the positive things as it is easier for me to see them than for you to see them. And I do! : ) Lots of love PK and prayer lifted for you! Smile! Okay now smile one more time for me.... A little bigger... there you go, that is better. Now you can cry if you want to and release some of the tension. But if you decide not to rest assured that I will for you. Hang in there hon! Every little thing is going to be alright.

I wanted to tell you that I enjoyed our games yesterday! Thank you, I was tickled to see you there! It made my day!

[Pokerkitty6]

Awwwww B, you're such a sweetheart. I have triple negetative basal breast cancer and carry the genes for bc and ovaian cancer. I believe this means, I have triple the cancer cells which are negative for now, so she has to treat my cancer aggressively. She has told me many times and I have aggressive cancer, so she treats it the same way. I had a rough day yesterday, but today is a new day, a great day, and yes you did make me smile.

As far as seeing you at inetbet, the games were fun. I'll have a hard time remembering your other name. inetbet is the only casino I play slots and bj at. They are very easy to work with, so far no problems. Thanks again for everything.

[BnLM5]

Damn it PK! I am sorry! Three more months is not good news at all I agree. If you don't mind, what did she say about the extension? I am curious about her reason? I know that cancer sucks and so does chemo but it is obviously working. If it were not making any progress she would have stopped the chemo. So as stupid as it may sound this might be a good thing. If you can see the positive side of this you will feel better. I realize it is not an easy thing to do. But try! You know that I am going to remind you that your attitude is very important here! Surly you can feel the difference in the way you feel when your attitude is good than when it is not so good? I have said another prayer for you just moments ago and I will continue to do so. Nonetheless I have not stopped. I think about you every single day! That is the honest to God truth! I hold you close in my heart PK!

I sure do wish there was something that I could do to make this go away, or just to make you feel at your best at this moment. I am sorry that I can't do that. :( But I shall keep you filled with the positive things as it is easier for me to see them than for you to see them. And I do! : ) Lots of love PK and prayer lifted for you! Smile! Okay now smile one more time for me.... A little bigger... there you go, that is better. Now you can cry if you want to and release some of the tension. But if you decide not to rest assured that I will for you. Hang in there hon! Every little thing is going to be alright.

I wanted to tell you that I enjoyed our games yesterday! Thank you, I was tickled to see you there! It made my day!

Your welcome PK. But I thought we were at Club World? I am happy that you had a great day! Have a happy day today as well!