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[BnLM5]

Thanks B...yes your link did help me alot. You're right about Marissa, and we are going forward as much as the goverment will let us. She is still a "state child". Chemo is rough so they changed my nasuea medicine again. I wish I could just smoke pot, but i can't. Rocketman told me about a pill that has thc in it and I asked for it today. Unfortunately, the thc pill and medical marijuana is illegal in the state of Florida. Can't blame me for asking though. I'm half way done, only three more treatments, then I can have my ovary removed and breath a little easier. Love you all for helping me through this!

PK, you had the ultra sound today, right? I realize that the complete tests results won't be back for a few days. Monday maybe? But did the radiologist/or technician that did the ultrasound say anything at all? Gosh I hate that! And the waiting game is not a game I am good at either. But one thing for sure is when the Dr. reads the ultra sound, if there is anything at all out of norm he will call you right away. So if you look at it, in this way, it will be much easier to deal with. It's kind of one of those things where "no news is good news".

I doubt you will have anything on your ovary though, as the ultra sound is what would be done in any single given situation of the Brca test results. Which those test results do not say that you have ovarian cancer. Just the genes, and in this case the mutations. Which is already evident as you are doing away with breast cancer as we speak. Every one of us have cells of cancer in our bodies and in in every body there is a constant process of DNA mutation. As DNA is mutated and damaged by a gross number of factors such as chemicals, UV Rays, smoking and on and on.... None the less free radicals. Sometimes the cells take off and sometimes they don't which also happens for various reasons. So I just think you have some pretty good doctors that are doing a fine job in making sure they are on the ball here! I think of you every single day and I pray for you. I also think about meeting you some time. So on that note I will say good night my friend and I will talk with you later. Give Marissa a smile and hug for me too. Tell her I said hello, if you like.

[Pokerkitty6]

You guys are awesome! lilred, I loved your poem. One day next year I hope we can all have an NDN party! Good times to be held by all. The lady doing my ultrasound said she didn't see any masses, so thats a good sign. Looking forward to a new year when this is all behind me! Oh yeah, got a call from Marissa's teacher today, she is refusing to talk or do her work, so off to the principals office she goes. Wish me luck, I'm going to need it!!!

[Pokerkitty6]

Went to the doctor today for a little more enhancement. Walked in with a b cup, walked out with a c cup. It still amazes me what a few minutes can do to your body. My chest feels very tight, I need them to relax a little, LOL. 3 chemos left, can't wait until they are done.

[Lilred36]

Well no masses is good right? Kids will be kids,as we all know,I am really glad you only have three chemos left,and hoping that you get thru this well,as far as the kid well....

[BnLM5]

Went to the doctor today for a little more enhancement. Walked in with a b cup, walked out with a c cup. It still amazes me what a few minutes can do to your body. My chest feels very tight, I need them to relax a little, LOL. 3 chemos left, can't wait until they are done.

And when they loosen up we wish they would tighten up. lol You will get used to them again! Wow! Just like that walked in a b and walked out a c? It is amazing that's for sure.

[Pokerkitty6]

My chest is really tight today, but I am enjoying my kid-free weekend very much. No school on Monday either, so I lucked out and got an extra night! Enjoy your weekend everybody! Go CANES!!!

[woohoosue]

woohoooo pokerkitty is a C cup ..... hope the tightness has subsided by now ....no kid weekends were a pleasure ....they are all no kid weekends now for me...but i remember when it wasnt so relaxed....I hope all your results come back looking good ......have a greart weekend!

[Pokerkitty6]

Hi all! Sorry, I haven't been around lately. This has been my worst week for sickness. Every stinkin day since chemo last Wed. Four times they changed my meds now and nothing seems to work for me. Rocketmann told me to ask for Marinol, the pill with thc. First they told me no, not in FL., then when nothing else worked they finally gave it to me. Well, guess what, it's not the same and I don't like them. They seem to knock me out, but I am still nauseous. Today I feel is going to be a good day! I have to go to court today for Marissa'a future. I am trying to get her placed with her Grandmother, but the system is fighting me once again. Ok, enough complaining for now. Thanks for listening..