BC

[taylovesthebeatles]

Carbon LeafBlock Of Wood Ringtones Left Send "Block Of Wood" Ringtone to your Cell Carbon LeafBlock Of Wood Ringtones Right

Grab your heart we need to leave
There's no time to cry or grieve
For the fallen family tree

Rise above the flooding plain
Crouching low to duck the flame
Generations against the grain
Up in smoke and down the drain

If the fire, if the flood
Burns the tree and thins the blood
If your tears don't want to dry
I can help you cry
Through the night
Through the night and day
I can't your pain away
But I can help you cry

We'll cut the branch from this tree
Carve a place for you and me
A wooden seat that we can string
From a branch where we can swing

We'll take this block of wood
Carve it down and sand it good
When finished it will be
A souvenir of the family tree

And if the fire, if the flood
Burns the tree and thins the blood
If your tears don't wanna dry

I can help you cry
Through the night
Through the night and day
I can't take your pain away
But I can help you cry
Through the night
Through the night and day
I can't take your pain away
I can try but

God help me please
Come save the family tree
My friends I broke them all
When falling off the wall

In the ash I found an ember
Something warm to help remember
A block of wood that used to be
A strong tall family tree

A strong tall family tree
Blowing in the breeze

Cry through the night
Through the night and day
I can't take your pain away
But I can help you cry
Through the night
Through the night and day
I can't take your pain away
But I can help you cry

"Block of Wood" by Carbon Leaf

My prayers are with you, sis. Remember that it's okay to cry. You will fight this and we will be there with you. Thanks for keeping us updated on your progress, girl. Cancer has no regard for age, it hits everyone from infants to the elderly. The key is faith and fighting, which you have going for you. Much love to my dear Renee!

[Pokerkitty6]

Bouks, I am sooo sorry for your little girl. I wish you only the best, you have alot on your plate right now and you have to be extra strong for your little angel. Tay and B, my girls who I can always count on, thank you for everything. I was in chemo for 4 hours yesterday and today I had to go get a shot to keep my white blood count up. Apparently 24 hours after chemo you will always get this shot. My dr. told me to expect a fever, bone pains, and pain that feels like I might be having a heart attack. I told her I'm glad she told me that or I would think I'm having a panic attack. She told me to stay on my Zanex, I'm probably spelling that wrong. That little pill makes me feel like I'm high, I kinda like it! I got my Zofran for nasuea today, thank God. Those have made me feel better all day. She told me I should not drink alcohol because my liver is being overworked by all the chemo and other meds I'm on. I asked about medical marijuana, but it's not legal in the state of Florida. Hey, you can't blame a girl for asking. I'll just have to be happy with the meds I have. A couple of them aren't that bad! I sure do miss my grapebombs!!! C-ya at the tables!

[BnLM5]

Pokerkitty are you feeling any better today. has the sick feeling eased at all. I have been wondering if you are better as some feel better in a couple of days and some stay sick. I am hoping and praying that you are one of the lucky ones and will only feel sick for a bit and then it is gone. Lots of Love Lori

[taylovesthebeatles]

I'm really glad you got your Zofran, that's great Kitty! I hope you start feeling better real soon. And definitely stay away from the alcohol- I'll drink some for you tonight how's that?

[Pokerkitty6]

Good Morning!! My 2nd day after chemo and I am still a little sick to my stomach, not throwing up, just feel like I could. My port hurt last night. It was stinking me. Is that normal? It feels ok today. I just took a tylenol pm and went back to sleep. I have felt light headed since chemo too. Does that make any sense or is all just in my head. I tell ya this cancer thing still seems like its not real to me, just a bad dream. I applied for short term disability today. I hope that works out. Its hard not getting a paycheck when you're used to it every week. Thanks again everybody for your continued support, I really do appreciate you all!!!

[Pokerkitty6]

Oh yeah B...I would have never thought you would be a whiskey girl, thats my sister's online name. I'll have to get her on NDN soon! A grapebomb is Three Olive grape flavored vodka with red bull. Most people do it as a shot, but I like it as a c o cktail. Cheers!!!! Hey Tay don't forget to drink one for me or two!

[freeringo]

Good Morning!! My 2nd day after chemo and I am still a little sick to my stomach, not throwing up, just feel like I could. My port hurt last night. It was stinking me. Is that normal? It feels ok today. I just took a tylenol pm and went back to sleep. I have felt light headed since chemo too. Does that make any sense or is all just in my head. I tell ya this cancer thing still seems like its not real to me, just a bad dream. I applied for short term disability today. I hope that works out. Its hard not getting a paycheck when you're used to it every week. Thanks again everybody for your continued support, I really do appreciate you all!!!

Get some pot for gods sake.
It will make you feel so much better.

[Pokerkitty6]

I know I should, I want to, but I still have a 10 year old girl living with me and she has a very big mouth. It sure does sound good though. Toke one for me!


psss....replace the word stinking me with stinging me please, my typo as usual...

[freeringo]

I know I should, I want to, but I still have a 10 year old girl living with me and she has a very big mouth. It sure does sound good though. Toke one for me!


psss....replace the word stinking me with stinging me please, my typo as usual...

You tell her and anyone that listens too her that Marijuana is your medicine that will save your life.
You still live in shame of what others think.
Kitty you have earned the right to do what ever you want.
I smoke in front (my bedroom) of my kids and I am honest about every aspect of it.
They are not allowed to smoke until they get out of school.
They know that smoking pot will deminish their ability to learn and learning comes first.
Then they can make any choice they want when they graduate.
Be brave.

[BnLM5]

Good Morning!! My 2nd day after chemo and I am still a little sick to my stomach, not throwing up, just feel like I could. My port hurt last night. It was stinking me. Is that normal? It feels ok today. I just took a tylenol pm and went back to sleep. I have felt light headed since chemo too. Does that make any sense or is all just in my head. I tell ya this cancer thing still seems like its not real to me, just a bad dream. I applied for short term disability today. I hope that works out. Its hard not getting a paycheck when you're used to it every week. Thanks again everybody for your continued support, I really do appreciate you all!!!

Kitty what do you mean that your port hurt last night?

And are you kidding me? Is it just all in your head? No it is not all in your head. You have been hit in the face with an incredibly difficult situation and it sucks! That is a an under statement to be honest. It is terrifying! It is not a thing that we can just take in and go about our merry way. It is difficult to understand? So it makes perfect sense to me that you feel like your having a bad dream and you are feeling light headed. I am actually surprised that you haven't felt light head from just the thoughts going through your head alone. Not to mention the trauma of all this crap. Chemo treatments are nothing nice. It does not matter who you are. And cancer is not a joke. It has got you down, that's a fact.

Now on the brighter side of things it can't keep you down and that is why we decide to go through with the chemo treatments. And that is why we keep a positive attitude because we can. By doing this we fight strong and we don't back down. Making a good chance that we WIN! What happens when we back down in a fight? We look weak. We give the upper hand or the power to the opponent. We enable the opponent to continue to bully us. Then sometimes we lose. Don't let it keep you down. Your sick and you are gonna feel sick some days more than others. You are going to have bad days and you are going to have better days and you are going to have good days. I know that you can whip this. I don't know if you know you can or not but I do understand that you are scared and unsure of things, but know that you can whip it and you will!!! Here is an for you. :+) that is a smiley with a positive attitude.

[Pokerkitty6]

Thanks again everybody. I can almost do what I want to do if the Department of Children and Families weren't at my house so much. This little girl sees a counselor two times a week, the social worker and the guardian ad litium. If they came to my house and smelled anything they would arrest me and take her to a foster home. Oh well, I know things will only get better. Now if that lingering nasuea would just go away everything will be fine. We are trying to follow the DCF program to get her back home with her Dad asap. That is the best solution for everybody, but these things take time. By the way, my port stopped hurting, so maybe I will only feel it sting 24 hours after chemo....

[Pokerkitty6]

Yesterday was my worst day. Sick as a dog. I was too sick to play the freeroll last night so Tony played for me. He doesn't chat too much. I used to be like that...He came in third place, so that works for me. Today is a much better day. C-ya at the tables soon.

[freeringo]

Thanks again everybody. I can almost do what I want to do if the Department of Children and Families weren't at my house so much. This little girl sees a counselor two times a week, the social worker and the guardian ad litium. If they came to my house and smelled anything they would arrest me and take her to a foster home. Oh well, I know things will only get better. Now if that lingering nasuea would just go away everything will be fine. We are trying to follow the DCF program to get her back home with her Dad asap. That is the best solution for everybody, but these things take time. By the way, my port stopped hurting, so maybe I will only feel it sting 24 hours after chemo....

FN Bushland Florida Laws

I love my broke *** state of California

[BnLM5]

Bouks, I am sooo sorry for your little girl. I wish you only the best, you have alot on your plate right now and you have to be extra strong for your little angel. Tay and B, my girls who I can always count on, thank you for everything. I was in chemo for 4 hours yesterday and today I had to go get a shot to keep my white blood count up. Apparently 24 hours after chemo you will always get this shot. My dr. told me to expect a fever, bone pains, and pain that feels like I might be having a heart attack. I told her I'm glad she told me that or I would think I'm having a panic attack. She told me to stay on my Zanex, I'm probably spelling that wrong. That little pill makes me feel like I'm high, I kinda like it! I got my Zofran for nasuea today, thank God. Those have made me feel better all day. She told me I should not drink alcohol because my liver is being overworked by all the chemo and other meds I'm on. I asked about medical marijuana, but it's not legal in the state of Florida. Hey, you can't blame a girl for asking. I'll just have to be happy with the meds I have. A couple of them aren't that bad! I sure do miss my grapebombs!!! C-ya at the tables!

Well, well, well Pokerkitty I guess I should read a little better next time as I thought you were talking to bouks999. So I am glad that you got your meds for the sickness. And Xxanax and sometimes spelt with only one x and pronounced like >(zanax) is great for anxiety and will make you feel pretty good at first. But please note that Xxanax is highly addictive. I used to take them for anxiety. So just be careful. little oval orange pills if they are the same mg. They are good in a pinch and you my friend are in a pinch. I just want you to be careful from my own experience.

Oh and what is a grapebomb? Just curious. Love ya Kitty, take care hun!