Thank you so much Lori. I am soooo sorry to hear about your friend Andrea. I heard bone cancer is one of the most painful cancers. I wish her all the luck in the world and will put her in my prayers. I do have a huge support group, it just gets to me sometimes. I have only cried maybe 5 times in the last month, so thats not so bad. I'm just so much of a baby when I don't feel good and I feel really sick right now. I wish I had my pills tonight, I feel like I'm going to throw up and I don't want to.