Pokerkitty I have to say this for the record, you have one hell of a great attitude. I think that is wonderful. Nonetheless attitude is the number one healer. Keep your head up and keep thinking positive. What a wonderful and supportive husband you have. I don't know why I have tears in my eyes, if it is because I know you are going through tuff times or that you are so strong with spirit, maybe both. I will keep you in my thoughts and in my prayers. You keep smiling! You have NDN friends for life.