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Please let me know if you ever need anything Pokerkitty! You know how to find me if you do.

I will keep you in my thoughts and I hope you get through this with a smile on your face.

[eejit101]

"a smile on your face..... and a huge pair of boobs!"

[Pokerkitty6]

and a smile on his face too!!!!! You guys are awesome!!!

[doorgod2]

im sorry to here that hope for the best for ya

[Pokerkitty6]

OK all, I'm ready to talk again...I decided to have a double masectomy with reconstruction. The only problem is the reconstruction will be a work in progress. They put something called an expander in to stretch me and pump me up little by little, so my muscle doesn't tear. Each week I will get a little bigger until I have reached my husband's desire. My husband went to the doctor with me a few days ago and we go in this little room where we are waiting for the dr. I go ahead and get undressed, top up, and lay on the table. My husband, Tony says, "Don't you want to wait for him before you lay down?" I figure why wait, time is money. I made sure I had on a cute little skirt so my hubby could get the whole visual! As the surgeon is dicussing the upcoming procedure he says he will draw a picture on my breast where he will make his cuts. At this time, Tony pulls out a special sharpie for the beginning of his new breasts. Can you believe he brought his own sharpie for my dr? As the dr. continues his discussion, he goes on to say he has to throw away my nipples, I say ****!!!! My husband says, Renee!!!! What other word is there? He is going to cut my ****ing nipples off!!! Torture, I tell you. He then says he will make me new ones from a skin graph. I told him to take it from my tummy and make that pretty too. By this time next year he says I can be topless and nobody will know I've ever had work done. I told him I want to look like one of the Winghouse girls. I want that little muffin that sticks out on the side of a bikini top and I want to have a little bounce when I walk. I have clevage now, but a little bounce would be nice too. The dr. said some of those girls are his clients too. I'm still going big. Tony is not allowed to watch the work in progress, he only gets to see the final product. I had a hystorectomy a couple of years ago and I said I got gutted. Now, they are going to filet my tits like a piece of meat. All joking aside, this is very serious for me and writing to you all will make it a little easier. I try to keep a sense of humor and a smile on my face every single day!!! Till my next blog...c-ya at the tables.

[freeringo]

Brilliant doctor sounds like.
What will they think up next?
Can you get your nipple with extra sensitivity?

Glad to her you and your husband have something to look up too.
swing

[BnLM5]

Pokerkitty I have to say this for the record, you have one hell of a great attitude. I think that is wonderful. Nonetheless attitude is the number one healer. Keep your head up and keep thinking positive. What a wonderful and supportive husband you have. I don't know why I have tears in my eyes, if it is because I know you are going through tuff times or that you are so strong with spirit, maybe both. I will keep you in my thoughts and in my prayers. You keep smiling! You have NDN friends for life.

[taylovesthebeatles]

Thank you for the update, Pokerkitty. I will agree with Lori, you are one brave lady! A hysterectomy already, wow. I've heard that's a lot to go through on its own. I wish you all the best in your reconstruction and recovery, and you are daily in my thoughts and prayers. NDN family is forever, and I'm proud to call you my Poker Sister. Love ya hun!

Be sure to post those pics of the new titties when they're all nice and perky!

[PANAMHIEST]

im sorry to hear about the cancer. i wish you the best!