It's been a long time since I've been on here and I just read about Judy losing a family member due to the deadly beast we call cancer. I'm so sorry Judy. My cancer has not returned and June 9th will be my 5 year cancerversary. I feel very blessed. I think about cancer everyday because in my family it has always returned and I have been told mine will too. I have no fear. I laugh and smile everyday. I still play alot of poker on Juicystakes. I just told a family member how I used this site to help me thru my journey, so I'm sure we will see her pop up on here soon. I have missed this site and I will try to get more active with it, because really and truly, I miss you all. xoxoxo