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[Pokerkitty6]

Hi all!!! A few nights ago I told a few of you that I had something to say and I would tell you when I am ready. Well tonight I feel ready to share. I have grade 3 invasive poorly diferentiated ductal type mammory carcenoma. In other words, I have breast cancer. It's freaking me out. Within the next two weeks I will be having a radical double masectomy. Some of my words may be spelled wrong, but you get the idea. It sucks because I have beautiful 36C tits. I mean they are f'in nice. I will undergo reconstruction at the same time and I think I am going to get me some bigger tits. What do ya'll think about 36D? My husband smiles everytime I say it!!!! When I am down and out, my hubby, Tony has been instructed by me to play some of my games. Feel free to ask is that you Tony or Renee? We will be honest with you. My doctors says I should be back to playing golf 6-12 months down the road. I'll just have to learn how to regrip with bigger tits. I probably have to grip the shaft and squeze my tits together. All humor aside, this is very serious for me. I thought I would just like to share my feelings with my NDN family. This site has and will continue to be a blessing for me, especially now, to keep my mind off of things and learn from others experience. I am still working in the golf shop and have my job secured when I have recovered enough to go back to work. Until then, I'll just keep happy thoughts in my head. Cheers and I'll c-ya at the tables!!!!

[sloeddie]

only good things happen to good people wishing you well and best

[eejit101]

As your sworn so much already, i figured ill keep it up.

Holy **** that sucks.

The only thing i can say (as if i posted just saying "thats bad, im sorry for you" youd find that a bit boring) is the following.

1 - That does suck, and i do feel sorry for you.
2 - That was the funnyest acceptance of cancer post ive ever read. I love it.
3 - Go one size bigger, im all about the tits!!!
4 - Tell your husband Ill pwn him.


Im sure im about to get drowned out by serious posts from people with experience in this and "belief in God", so i wont do anything that corny.

I will say i really hope and wish your OK, if you ever need to chat to someone in a serious manner, let me know, and obviously you have your family and whatever, but you cant talk to them in the same way i figured, its just easier to open up to someone you dont know. Dunno why.

And if i knew what u looked like id comment on your boobs, but i dont, so i wont! (though im sure they are perfect)

[taylovesthebeatles]

Everything that eejit said, I can't say it better.

Thank you for your openness, humor, and honesty. I'm not sure if I could do that in your shoes.

I really do wish you all the best.

Your poker sis,
Tay

P.S. Go 36D or DD!

[GloBug]

well i am sorry to hear that u have breast cancer my sincere thoughts are with u. i have been thru it with family members and it is painful even when being on the outside looking in. well to me it sounds like they caught it early. thats a good thing. as for your boobs 36 dd's are excellent. my wife has them but hers are real. dont know what 36dd feel when they are fake but no matter what the results your hubby is gonna see the difference and love em. i guarantee u will if u like your 36 c's. all the best of luck to u and u will definetly be in my thoughts. take care and thanks for sharing this with us. leep us updated as things happen and please post pic of your new boobs. lol

[taylovesthebeatles]

Yeah definitely post a pic! I also have real 38 DD ones, and they are excellent! You'll love them, and so will your hubby!

[Pokerkitty6]

Thank you all for your support and I'm sure I will keep you posted. I have a very positive outlook on life and make sure I smile and laugh everyday. It's a great way to enjoy every day and a little poker helps too. I love my ndn family and I'm glad we all feel we can share anything here. There is always someone to listen and always someone to respond. Take care and I'll talk to you soon.

[BnLM5]

Pokerkitty, I am so sorry, that really bites. Keeping the positive attitude that you have now is a healer in itself... I don't know how you feel about it, but I will hold you up in my prayers for both your health and for your strength, if you wish! It sounds like your husband is with you all the way and that is wonderful and a world of strength.

My opinion on Bigger Boobs you will love them and so will every one else you encounter. Then you will find that talking to people in person will a lot of the time be between the other person and your boobs... it's true...

If it is any consolation, and in hopes to calm your fears some, I know two women close in my life that have had this same cancer and both of them are cancer free and fine today. One of them is now Cancer free for four years and the other nine years. So hang in there sweetheart!

[GloBug]

Pokerkitty, I am so sorry, that really bites. Keeping the positive attitude that you have now is a healer in itself... I don't know how you feel about it, but I will hold you up in my prayers for both your health and for your strength, if you wish! It sounds like your husband is with you all the way and that is wonderful and a world of strength.

My opinion on Bigger Boobs you will love them and so will every one else you encounter. Then you will find that talking to people in person will a lot of the time be between the other person and your boobs... it's true...

If it is any consolation, and in hopes to calm your fears some, I know two women close in my life that have had this same cancer and both of them are cancer free and fine today. One of them is now Cancer free for four years and the other nine years. So hang in there sweetheart!

well u would know about big boobs from the pics ive seen. what are those double e's/ lol

[freeringo]

My thoughts and energys are on your side. Your positive approach to life will indeed elevate your ability to overcome this and heal quickly. Tits are a dime a dozen, but there is only 1 Pokerkitty. I am so proud of you and your bravery. We got your back.

[Pokerkitty6]

You all are so awesome!!!! I'm so glad I shared my story. Prayers are always good and I do appreciate them!!! You all are very good people and I'm very proud to be a member of NDN!!!1

[ROGUE63]

take care pokerkitty so glad you have the strength and character to deal with this the way you do.looking forward to lots more poker with you.

[thenutzaa1]

Sorry to hear this kitty......cancer is a hard thing to deal with!!!

prays are with you and who doesnt love big tits!!!!

[kingsnthahole]

U said 36C??? I will need a polaroid for visual verification, hahaha jk as eejit said, i'm all about the tits as well, a bonafide self proclaimed "tit-man". Go even bigger, hell get them babies 36DD!!!!
ps:sorry to hear about the cancer, be strong, and you'll make it through, GOODLUCK.

[GaTechMom]

PokerKitty sorry to hear about the cancer, but with your attitude I am sure you will do great. Get them boobs fixed and get back to the tables soon.

[Tomturkey46]

Having been down the Cancer road twice, I wish you and your family all the luck in the world on this. Take care and be back soon after the surgery.

Thomas Cherry(aka The Turkey)

[Pokerkitty6]

Your stories and inspiration are very encouraging to me. Keep it up, I'm going to need it!!!

[eejit101]

I think youll be fine even without us

[terbo71]

Hi Renee. I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am to hear about the cancer and I am hoping the best for you and your family. I also want to thank you for having the strenghth and courage it must have taken to share this with us here. It is nice to see you see you still have your humor. 36D?! Holy crap! Makes my back hurt thinking about it! Glad I am a guy, it kills me just to pack my son around the grocery store for a bit.
Best wishes Renee.

[nodepositneeded]

Please let me know if you ever need anything Pokerkitty! You know how to find me if you do.

I will keep you in my thoughts and I hope you get through this with a smile on your face.

[eejit101]

"a smile on your face..... and a huge pair of boobs!"

[Pokerkitty6]

and a smile on his face too!!!!! You guys are awesome!!!

[doorgod2]

im sorry to here that hope for the best for ya

[Pokerkitty6]

OK all, I'm ready to talk again...I decided to have a double masectomy with reconstruction. The only problem is the reconstruction will be a work in progress. They put something called an expander in to stretch me and pump me up little by little, so my muscle doesn't tear. Each week I will get a little bigger until I have reached my husband's desire. My husband went to the doctor with me a few days ago and we go in this little room where we are waiting for the dr. I go ahead and get undressed, top up, and lay on the table. My husband, Tony says, "Don't you want to wait for him before you lay down?" I figure why wait, time is money. I made sure I had on a cute little skirt so my hubby could get the whole visual! As the surgeon is dicussing the upcoming procedure he says he will draw a picture on my breast where he will make his cuts. At this time, Tony pulls out a special sharpie for the beginning of his new breasts. Can you believe he brought his own sharpie for my dr? As the dr. continues his discussion, he goes on to say he has to throw away my nipples, I say ****!!!! My husband says, Renee!!!! What other word is there? He is going to cut my ****ing nipples off!!! Torture, I tell you. He then says he will make me new ones from a skin graph. I told him to take it from my tummy and make that pretty too. By this time next year he says I can be topless and nobody will know I've ever had work done. I told him I want to look like one of the Winghouse girls. I want that little muffin that sticks out on the side of a bikini top and I want to have a little bounce when I walk. I have clevage now, but a little bounce would be nice too. The dr. said some of those girls are his clients too. I'm still going big. Tony is not allowed to watch the work in progress, he only gets to see the final product. I had a hystorectomy a couple of years ago and I said I got gutted. Now, they are going to filet my tits like a piece of meat. All joking aside, this is very serious for me and writing to you all will make it a little easier. I try to keep a sense of humor and a smile on my face every single day!!! Till my next blog...c-ya at the tables.

[freeringo]

Brilliant doctor sounds like.
What will they think up next?
Can you get your nipple with extra sensitivity?

Glad to her you and your husband have something to look up too.
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