Thanks B...yes your link did help me alot. You're right about Marissa, and we are going forward as much as the goverment will let us. She is still a "state child". Chemo is rough so they changed my nasuea medicine again. I wish I could just smoke pot, but i can't. Rocketman told me about a pill that has thc in it and I asked for it today. Unfortunately, the thc pill and medical marijuana is illegal in the state of Florida. Can't blame me for asking though. I'm half way done, only three more treatments, then I can have my ovary removed and breath a little easier. Love you all for helping me through this!