Wow Lori! You bring out some wild emotions in me. You are truly a good person, this I know, you can't fake something like that. I appreciate you helping me be strong. On a happier note, I forgot to tell you Marissa made me a special breakfast this morning...first time she ever made scrabled eggs, coffee with a banana wedge, and lemon drop candy with a prune on the side. She did cheer me up and the eggs were good too!!!