Stunted

[PANAMHIEST]

As i sit here looking at the forum checking things out a have a few casinoes and poker sites up and running, with lots of great tournament of alluring slots just waiting for me to jump. I find my self fairly intrigued by a few qualifiers on fulltilt, I passed up on a great value tournament on UB, and no matter how cool the graphics are for the t-rex slots or scary rich, I cant bring myself to put any money on the table or drop a few tokens in the slots. I had a bad outing with blackjack the other day, so im taking a sabbatical of sorts from that crap, at least the me against the house kind. ***ERS

I will get right to the point of clicking register or picking one of my favorite casino games, then i will turn away unsure of what to do. I dont feel scared or low on money, its just a blank, not completely there feeling, as if ive gotten really good and buzzed, but dont have anymore toke kinda feeling.(I quite toke several years ago btw). Im not really sure whats wrong, this is a new feeling for me, and i wonder if maybe i lost the excitment for the game, or if im just going completely bonkers. Anyone else out there ever had this same feeling of wanting to play, but for some odd reason deprieving yourself the pleasure of playing??