Man GloBug, I don't know what to say. The only thing I can think to say is that I am so incredibly sorry you are going through this right now. I won't offer a unqualified promise that things will get better soon because none of us really know when that will be. All I will say is that you and your family, especially your precious girls, are in my thoughts and prayers. I'm humbled that you feel able to pour your heart out like this to us. You have shown yourself to be more of a man through this post than many will in their lifetime. You have my support as well as many others here I am sure. Hang in there as best you are able, and continue to come to us any time you feel the need. We are here for you.