I honestly apologize for some of the worst suck-outs and horrible plays I have ever made in the Paradise tourney last night. Borg was right when he said "The smell of fish at the end of the tourney." I was that fish. Even though I played heads-up fairly decently, I felt like I was one of these 18 year old college brats - going balls out and getting lucky. I have been playing poker for a long time, and have never felt so guilty about winning. I have been on such a bad streak lately that I had just given up, and the next thing I know, my wife is laughing at me because of everything that was happening at the final table last night. Hopefully, this bad play is over, and I can go back to my game.