I'm curious as to which constellation you follow, Gemini here. I hear you with the girlfriend and moving around. I have moved every 2-3 years in my life. Obviously with my parents at the beginning and at 18 on my own. Never resist the unfamiliar as it is of greater value. Your thoughts of Espana are temporary. I feel like your seeking something of long term although, it could be a stepping stone. Ever think about coming to the states? If I'm still here by summer, I can get you set up in San Diego with a job and a deal with a loft downtown. I don't know you at all but you seem genuine and I dig it. Education is always helpful. I take classes online because I love to be free and never have anything holding me down. Do what you want brother, you're young, if there is anything you are wanting to do, do it. Screw the age barriers that society creates. Live, and if you're lonely because of your girl, do what you need for that. Move to a larger city, or get lost in a country to find what you really desire. There are a lot of options for you if you look for them as far as work, volunteer programs, and education. Rad **** out there, take advantage of it. : )