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Joe
We are all here for you , be brave and strong it is better for you to get it removed from what I have read online.Colloid Cyst | Diagnosis and Treatment Options | UPMC - Minimally Invasive Brain Surgery
I know it is difficult to imagine but have faith in yourself and your Doctors!
God Bless!
I checked this link out and that is to the T what my diagnosis is. i read the story on the guy named william there as well, and they had a great, successful surgery for him as well that was minimally invasive, only a dime size hole in your head, but it is worth it. My mind is going crazy right now and i know that isnt good for me right now, but im really scared for the first time in my life, actually scared. I cant help but think about heather and kylee. She is still so little ya know, if something goes wrong will she know i loved her and was always there for her? Will heather make it without me?

These are thing s i probably shouldnt even be worried about, as from what i can research and find online, most people who die from this dont even know they had it, or it was inoperable, but still i worry, as it can happen at any moment, so im praying that they can get something done asap. I pray something like this never happens to anyone i know, as it really is messing with my mind right now. Heck im worried i may not wake up, so i dont even wanna sleep.

I guess im just take some of these pills they gave me and just try and relax.