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Originally Posted by Pokerkitty6

Hey all! I'm going to the hospital tomorrow for a biospy of my tymus gland. Never even heard of it til last week. I'll probably be spending the night and will be back online as soon as I feel better. Lets all do a shot and say a prayer my cancer is not back! It's a pretty scary surgery in the morning, c-ya soon!

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I'll definitely do a shot for you, sis! And I'll send up some prayers too, how's that? I love you!

Kisses and huggs Kitty!
i will do a jagermiester or a captain morgan (but only if I'm out of Jager) lol
no worries girl .....more huggs and kisses

Hope you start to feel better very soon Pokerkitty6! Will keep you in my thoughts. You have had such a positive attitude in your post by looking forward to the following years and thats the best thing to do. Always look forward and take care.. Olymokes

Thanks you to you both. I'm back home now. Dr. John Brock had to abort my procedure because once he got in there he realized it was too dangerous. My enlarged tymus gland is sitting directly on top of my heart and between my lungs. It sucks! Now we are going to wait until October and do another scan to see what it says. If it says the same thing I don't even want to think about it...Thanks again to you all for your support, love, and prayers. xoxoxoxoxoxo

Ohhhh PK! I am just able to get back on line this am. I was lost for words for a moment so I stopped and prayed for you! Keep your head up PK and don't let stress make you sick. Go to those appointments like you own them and stay strong in your fight! I will keep praying for you and I will pass it on as well. Love to you PK!!!

Oh honey I love you! I will get as many prayers for you as possible!

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Originally Posted by Pokerkitty6

Hi all!!! A few nights ago I told a few of you that I had something to say and I would tell you when I am ready. Well tonight I feel ready to share. I have grade 3 invasive poorly diferentiated ductal type mammory carcenoma. In other words, I have breast cancer. It's freaking me out. Within the next two weeks I will be having a radical double masectomy. Some of my words may be spelled wrong, but you get the idea. It sucks because I have beautiful 36C tits. I mean they are f'in nice. I will undergo reconstruction at the same time and I think I am going to get me some bigger tits. What do ya'll think about 36D? My husband smiles everytime I say it!!!! When I am down and out, my hubby, Tony has been instructed by me to play some of my games. Feel free to ask is that you Tony or Renee? We will be honest with you. My doctors says I should be back to playing golf 6-12 months down the road. I'll just have to learn how to regrip with bigger tits. I probably have to grip the shaft and squeze my tits together. All humor aside, this is very serious for me. I thought I would just like to share my feelings with my NDN family. This site has and will continue to be a blessing for me, especially now, to keep my mind off of things and learn from others experience. I am still working in the golf shop and have my job secured when I have recovered enough to go back to work. Until then, I'll just keep happy thoughts in my head. Cheers and I'll c-ya at the tables!!!!

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God be with you Kitty..Keep up the positive attitude!

This is the latest....I have not returned to work yet and my job is there whenever I need it. My golf club is my biggest support system ever. I haven't played golf in almost 1 1/2 years and its driving me nuts! My clubs are sitting in the living room right by the door for when I get the ok to play from the dr!!!! I still have my port and that really sucks. Dr. Brock wants to see my scan in Oct.,if it lights up, take implants out, saw breast bone in half, get biopsy of thymus gland, put new implants in and take about 3 months to heal. If it comes back as cancer, its probably all over my body being in that particular area. Then I decide, go back in remove implants, saw bone and take out thymus....or just deal with it and take chemo and radiation for another 6 months. Sounds like I'm pretty much screwed either way. So, I lifted my head up, said a prayer and hopefully next week getting a second opinion from the Shands Cancer Center in Gainesville, Fl. They are supposed to be one of the best in our state and they are also affiliated with the Mayo in Jacksonville. My back has been killing me by my kidneys for a couple of days and I just say GOD please take my cancer away and please keep my organs working. In the mean time, I'm just playing poker and being nosey on my facebook page. Have a blessed day and thanks for listening....

well kitty it has been a long time since i have been on hear and it sadens me to still see u struggling but my prayers are with u and i hope for the best and im glad you are still in good spirts

How's it going PK?

Well...today I have mixed emotions. Today is my 2nd cancerversary. Two years ago today I was diagnosed with Triple Negative Breast Cancer. The first three years are the most crucial. I still have my port until the dr. is sure my cancer will not return, so it looks like I may have to keep it another year or so. It sure is ugly, but I'm over it at this point. I just make up crazy stories for my scars. I am still going thru nipple reconstruction, it's a long process. I get coments on my tits all the time now and I think to myself, if they only new what I went thru to get them. It's kinda nice to be fighting cancer and still get hit on. This forum has helped and will continue to help me fight this dreadful disease. Thanks for all of your support. On Oct. 22nd, I will be doing my 2nd 3k breast cancer walk. Feel free to join me!

Thanks for keeping us update PK! You've got a lot of friends here and we all wish you a healthy future!

Stay strong Kitty , my sister in law is going through her third cancer now ,she has survived cervica cancel at 26 years old , kidney cancer at 43 and now colon caner at age 52.She has two more chemo treatments then she will be done.

PK I still pray for you often! You are one tuff cookie that's for sure!

I don't think there could be anything ugly about you as you are beautiful from the inside out! Just keep your head up always pray and love love love!!!!! XOXOXO's

Do you and tony still have your niece?

I can't imagine having cancer 3 times...that's a strong woman. I hope God blesses her and takes all her cancer away. As far as my niece goes, she is back home with her Dad now. She is 12 and going to 7th grade. She will be staying with us for a month this summer and we get her often on the weekends. I love her! Thanks again to you all. xoxoxo

Well...it looks like I'm still a work in progress. Who knew breast cancer would be so time consuming. Had more breast recostruction this morning. Nothing like slicing your nipples off and starting all over. I almost think maybe I should have just done the tatoos, but at the same time, my husband is so young I feel he needs nipples! ;) I am feeling no pain, so they must have given me some good drugs. I have shared my story the whole way up to this point so why stop now. Thanks for listening and giving me this forum to vent at for the past couple of years. May God bless you all and I hope you never have to fight this beast we call cancer. You know what I say CANCER SUCKS!!!

Good Luck Renee
We think about you often

Thanks Ringo! I forgot to say...my chemo port was removed last Wednesday. Funny how you can grow to like it. My bloodwork was so easy with it. Now they have to search for my veins again, but I have learned to write this when I sign in, "difficult stick-small veins". This why they don't let a rookie get hold of me and go fishing!

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Thanks Ringo! I forgot to say...my chemo port was removed last Wednesday. Funny how you can grow to like it. My bloodwork was so easy with it. Now they have to search for my veins again, but I have learned to write this when I sign in, "difficult stick-small veins". This why they don't let a rookie get hold of me and go fishing!

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drink plenty of water before you go brings out your viens

It's been a long time since I've been on here and I just read about Judy losing a family member due to the deadly beast we call cancer. I'm so sorry Judy. My cancer has not returned and June 9th will be my 5 year cancerversary. I feel very blessed. I think about cancer everyday because in my family it has always returned and I have been told mine will too. I have no fear. I laugh and smile everyday. I still play alot of poker on Juicystakes. I just told a family member how I used this site to help me thru my journey, so I'm sure we will see her pop up on here soon. I have missed this site and I will try to get more active with it, because really and truly, I miss you all. xoxoxo

Happy upcoming cancerversary Pokerkitty you have been missed!