Music is not the only thing you feel to your soul.
This is my deep meaningful post.
At least this is what I plan on writing as I write this.
I've been up since 2 am this morning and I couldn't sleep. And instead of I stayed up like a tweener and have been watching seasons of One Tree Hill.
This show is really the most meaningful show to me in all time.
It inspired me to become a writer first and foremost.
And what started it was with this quote from season one. It's from the Tv Show and writer Mark Schwann. I take no credit for it whatsoever.
PEYTON (to Lucas): "I want to draw something that means something to someone. You know, I want to draw blind faith or a fading summer or just a moment of clarity. It’s like when you go and you see a really great band live for the first time, you know, and nobody’s saying it but everybody’s thinking it: "We have something to believe in again." I want to draw that feeling. But I can’t. And if I can’t be great at it then I don’t want to ruin it. It’s too important to me."
This is what made me want to write the very first time in my entire life. Honestly and truly.
I think it's because I relate to what she is saying so much, except for here artwork and drawings, it's my writings.
If that makes any sense.
I think it mostly stems from my insecurities and I can admit it because everyone has insecurities.
What it is mostly, I think is, I want to be able to leave my mark on the earth when I die and that something from my life will live on and maybe help someone's life for the better.
Cause if I don't end up doing that, then what is the point in this life?
If I have no positive outcome on the world whatsoever, then why I am I here in existence to begin with.
I'm also a religious person and believe I am here for a reason, so it's my duty to oblige and find out why.
I don't know if this post is going to relate to anyone or mean anything but it does to me, and I hope everyone realizes that and is positive about this.
