Was bored, Now angrier than a cactus in Greenland

I was bored over the last 2 days and had the house to myself so I decided to try something. I played those 255 race to the main event freerolls on Fulltilt for 2 days straight. Probably bout 8 hrs a day. i won about 6 round two tickets. The last one I made the final table...

7 players left, Im 4th with 24k. blinds like 500/1000. Im dealt A,8 clubs I raise it to 4k ( I had been stealing alot of blinds ) One guy calls me...

Flop come like 7Club, 2Spade, 6Club or something, I bet out half the pot trying to portray the flush draw. The guy insta shoves all in 17K. I knew he didnt have a ace...

I was right Ks,Qh...

Turn blank spade, river Queen... I was bumed cuz that would have put me in the chip lead with only 6 players left and 1 and 2 finishers win the Finals ticket (that would be by far the biggest prize tournament I would have ever played in)... 10,000 seat to the wsop, But I wasnt 2 upset cuz I had been playing these freerolls for 16 hrs. I was now conditioned to horrible bad beats.

... But then the guy says "I had been waiting for that" "Blind stealer" I wanted to go to that guys house and beat the shiit out of him, lol, but I was laughing at the same time.

Why am I so upset over a freeroll loss, I was sooooo pissed. Maybe fatigue had me that way. I had to go 4 a walk.

I got home and passed out. Now Im better. Hahaha. I am such a huge loser with so many problems. Thank god I am working the next 2 nights. I cant handle playing another one of those things for a while.

Anyways Im just rambling, giving you all a insight to my sad, pathetic life.

BYE BYE

oh and atleast playing these things I seem to get in a real groove of knowing who I could steal from and putting reads on what people had. However, I don't think its really gonna help me in my quest to get better cuz I could tell that the majority of the players in these things are extremley horrible.

... I still dont think Im a good player by any means, but I can now see just how horrible of a player I was 3 months ago and I had absolutly no Idea what I was doing.

... Now I just kind of have no Idea what Im doing

Enjoyed your post Scarecrowe. I think alot of us have been where you are right now. Yoy had fun and could laugh about it thats what counts.

when i play a freeroll i tend to play really aggersive until i get chips then i start playing poker....i am a donk ealry on in the stages just b/c you need chips to win. i won a couple of freeroll's and the time and the amount of money you win is not great!!!