Kaci's Blog Thread

[KaciBlakely]

I asked a question about blogs the other day and was told to just make a blog thread so this is it.

It's just where I'm putting it is here.

And I will promise to try not to offend anyone.

But does anyone really ever mean to offend anyone.

Anyways here's my blog thread and I'll try to update it everyday about how I'm feeling about my life and about certain aspects of everything.

I really hope everyone can come to appreciate it.

And realize in these posts that I'm quite funny.

Thanks for reading this first entry.

Even though it's not that exciting at all.

[KaciBlakely]

This is officially my first post in my blog thread, aside from the introductionary post, that was needed in my opinion.

I thought it'd be fun for the people who journal to start a thread, about some of the funniest, or serious short parts of your journal you can repost for us, without mentioning names.

But then I didn't post it because I thought I would get made of fun, or people would think it was just for chip spam when it didn't.

I was just doing it because I think people can relate through writing.

Of course I am going to, I'm in the business of being around novels and biographies, and autobiographies all day long, and I read more than I talk to people.

So instead of making a thread for that, I wasn't courageous enough to do so, I'm going to put them here in my blog.

This was in my blog a few years ago. And I'm kinda embarassed because I was obsessed and the guy was an ***.

"I moved away about three years ago. The fact that he hasn't left yet is the only reason I still call it home. As soon as he's gone, I won't have anywhere else to go back to."

Here's another one from high school graduation.

"Truth is, I don't think we will keep in touch. After this is all over."

And since I date freaking everything, part of my ocd.

This is from my freshmen year in high school.

"I'm the "good kid" because I tell the better lies."

So those weren't really funny.

I'll try to find one that is for sure.

Here is one, "I'm borning :p" and here's another one, "I curse in Spanish!"

That's it for now.

Do you guys think this would be a good idea for a thread?

[navuta]

This is officially my first post in my blog thread, aside from the introductionary post, that was needed in my opinion.

I thought it'd be fun for the people who journal to start a thread, about some of the funniest, or serious short parts of your journal you can repost for us, without mentioning names.

But then I didn't post it because I thought I would get made of fun, or people would think it was just for chip spam when it didn't.

I was just doing it because I think people can relate through writing.

Of course I am going to, I'm in the business of being around novels and biographies, and autobiographies all day long, and I read more than I talk to people.

So instead of making a thread for that, I wasn't courageous enough to do so, I'm going to put them here in my blog.

This was in my blog a few years ago. And I'm kinda embarassed because I was obsessed and the guy was an ***.

"I moved away about three years ago. The fact that he hasn't left yet is the only reason I still call it home. As soon as he's gone, I won't have anywhere else to go back to."

Here's another one from high school graduation.

"Truth is, I don't think we will keep in touch. After this is all over."

And since I date freaking everything, part of my ocd.

This is from my freshmen year in high school.

"I'm the "good kid" because I tell the better lies."

So those weren't really funny.

I'll try to find one that is for sure.

Here is one, "I'm borning :p" and here's another one, "I curse in Spanish!"

That's it for now.

Do you guys think this would be a good idea for a thread?

Hummmm I dont get it at all..
U making a blog insed NDN forum?
Is this alouded?
We gonna have to read everything u write? (because I do)
U gonna paste here the phrases of your old blog?

Whats the situation on afganistan (http://www.google.com.br/search?hl=pt-BR&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla:pt-BR:official&hs=InV&ei=DIxrSp3IGJHuMbeYvPkG&sa=X&oi=spell&resnum=0&ct=result&cd=1&q=afganistan%3F%3F&spell=1)???

[KaciBlakely]

Hummmm I dont get it at all..
U making a blog insed NDN forum?
Is this alouded?
We gonna have to read everything u write? (because I do)
U gonna paste here the phrases of your old blog?

Whats the situation on afganistan (http://www.google.com.br/search?hl=pt-BR&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla:pt-BR:official&hs=InV&ei=DIxrSp3IGJHuMbeYvPkG&sa=X&oi=spell&resnum=0&ct=result&cd=1&q=afganistan%3F%3F&spell=1)???



Okay first of all, I'll correct your grammar.

I'm a grammar nazi I know, but I think you meant to ask if it is allowed.

I'm not sure what alouded is.

Not to be a witch, but I just had to correct it, or it would drive me crazy.


Now on to your question, which was explained in the first post I might add.

I asked a few days ago, or maybe weeks, not quite sure of the time frame, if we could get blogs on here, but that was out of the question.

So people suggested I have a blog thread and so this is what I did.

This is a blog for me to write about interesting things, or what I find interesting things.

This is not a blog thread, where chip spamming is alright though.

And I won't be doing that.

And I just thought the first topic I chose to write about was cool and fun.

I love reading old journal entries where you thought you were being sage and wise.

But really you are being a complete moron and over dramatic.

It's an interesting thing to look at in life, so that's what I posted in my first blog entry.

Aside from this topic, I won't be posting anything from old blog entries, which I don't have one, they are from my journals I keep, but I think you get the point.

You don't have to read everything I write.

That choice is up to you.

Now I think I explained this thoroughly.

[GloBug]

so kaci i was wondering. well u posted awhile back when u 1st signed up that your hubby was going to iraq in june and i believe the post u made was in march. so what happened. u posted that he left u due to him not being ready to be a dad. from my knowledge when u are told u are going to iraq u are going no ifs ands or buts. can u give us a update on this. i would like to know what happened because obviuosly he didnt go if ur saying he left u.

[targetguy1]

:lurk5::lurk5::lurk5::lurk5::lurk5::lurk5:

[targetguy1]

and on today's NDN's Soaps........to be continued

[PANAMHIEST]

I am writing your blog because me and heather and everyone else im sure,

would love to hear about the new little NDN your carrying. Is your baby a boy

or girl? Post some pics for us, you know those ultrasound ones, and let us

know how things are going.

[GloBug]

well i would just like to see a pic of her. come on kaci lets us see what all the fuss is about. ultrasounds would be nice. i believe u said it is a boy. hey is he hung like eejit.. lol

[freeringo]

well i would just like to see a pic of her. come on kaci lets us see what all the fuss is about. ultrasounds would be nice. i believe u said it is a boy. hey is he hung like eejit.. lol

Is Eejit still hung from the streetlights?
Someone get him down and sober him up.
Drunk Eejit is intolerable
Hung over Eejit needs a kick in his nutz.
Bring back our old Eejit.:auto:

[eejit101]

..............tl:dr

[eejit101]

so kaci i was wondering. well u posted awhile back when u 1st signed up that your hubby was going to iraq in june and i believe the post u made was in march. so what happened. u posted that he left u due to him not being ready to be a dad. from my knowledge when u are told u are going to iraq u are going no ifs ands or buts. can u give us a update on this. i would like to know what happened because obviuosly he didnt go if ur saying he left u.

ok, i was gonna stick with the "too long: didnt read" arguament....

But i saw this.

And im ready to see answers!:willy_nilly:

[thenutzaa1]

hey kaci, i will enjoy reading you blog thread!!! I might not have a lot to say but i will try and post some feedback for you!!!

[GloBug]

welll i was just wondering if he went awol. lol kaci please let us know.

[KaciBlakely]

so kaci i was wondering. well u posted awhile back when u 1st signed up that your hubby was going to iraq in june and i believe the post u made was in march. so what happened. u posted that he left u due to him not being ready to be a dad. from my knowledge when u are told u are going to iraq u are going no ifs ands or buts. can u give us a update on this. i would like to know what happened because obviuosly he didnt go if ur saying he left u.

Okay good question globug.

Sorry but I thought I had post about this before.

He was supposed to leave in June to go to Iraq.

But when he went to get his tests and shots, they told him he had high blood pressure.

You are not allowed to be in the desert as part of the military with high blood pressure because it is too much of a risk, and why would they take any more risks than necessary.

At least that was what I was told.

But I saw the paperwork and his orders got changed.

Is that the update you wanted?

I guess I forgot to say so, because everything was going okay with us, but I thought I said it in a post before.

I might search and look.

But no, he's been with me, until the , A Sad Moment post.

[KaciBlakely]

welll i was just wondering if he went awol. lol kaci please let us know.

He didn't go awol!

Well he is a crazy bastard but not that kind. lol.

Anyways, the update and reasons, are above or below this post, depending on how your forums settings are set as.

[targetguy1]

Okay good question globug.

Sorry but I thought I had post about this before.

He was supposed to leave in June to go to Iraq.

But when he went to get his tests and shots, they told him he had high blood pressure.

You are not allowed to be in the desert as part of the military with high blood pressure because it is too much of a risk, and why would they take any more risks than necessary.

At least that was what I was told.

But I saw the paperwork and his orders got changed.

Is that the update you wanted?

I guess I forgot to say so, because everything was going okay with us, but I thought I said it in a post before.

I might search and look.

But no, he's been with me, until the , A Sad Moment post.

he is in the navy? what is his rate? how does he like it? what ship is he on? jsut wondering cuz i spent some time in the navy.

[KaciBlakely]

he is in the navy? what is his rate? how does he like it? what ship is he on? jsut wondering cuz i spent some time in the navy.

Did you not read target guy?

He didn't ever ship off anywhere, because his orders got changed due to the high blood pressure.

All he would do is go when he needed to and do his drills.

He never got to experience Navy life or anything because of the tests, health tests, he failed.

I believe he was an E4.

If that's right.

If the navy goes by that, I mean.

I know the army does, but anyways yeah.

Hope I answered your questions.

He liked it okay enough, until we were not going to get the money from him going overseas.

Then he had to find a real job, and didn't like that so much.

Especially in this economy.

We fought over money alot, but that wasn't the reason or why it was the straw that broke the camel's back.

If any of you understand that expression.

[targetguy1]

Did you not read target guy?

He didn't ever ship off anywhere, because his orders got changed due to the high blood pressure.

All he would do is go when he needed to and do his drills.

He never got to experience Navy life or anything because of the tests, health tests, he failed.

I believe he was an E4.

If that's right.

If the navy goes by that, I mean.

I know the army does, but anyways yeah.

Hope I answered your questions.

He liked it okay enough, until we were not going to get the money from him going overseas.

Then he had to find a real job, and didn't like that so much.

Especially in this economy.

We fought over money alot, but that wasn't the reason or why it was the straw that broke the camel's back.

If any of you understand that expression.


no need to get rude me i asked a simple question. just cuz he didnt get shipped off to iraq doent mean he's not on a ship. thats why i ask what ship he was on due to the new orders he got. all you had to say was oh he isnt on a ship right now he is on shore duty. all of the miltary have the same ranking system as e1-e9 and o1-o10. just use different names for each rank. my question was what is his rate as in what is his job with navy? an example would be me i was a CS Culinary Specialist, we cooked food and stuff. only reason i am asking is cuz i am really into the navy stuff and liek to here others story and hwo they liked it and what they though about thier job.

[KaciBlakely]

no need to get rude me i asked a simple question. just cuz he didnt get shipped off to iraq doent mean he's not on a ship. thats why i ask what ship he was on due to the new orders he got. all you had to say was oh he isnt on a ship right now he is on shore duty. all of the miltary have the same ranking system as e1-e9 and o1-o10. just use different names for each rank. my question was what is his rate as in what is his job with navy? an example would be me i was a CS Culinary Specialist, we cooked food and stuff. only reason i am asking is cuz i am really into the navy stuff and liek to here others story and hwo they liked it and what they though about thier job.

I don't think you need to get rude when me or navuta ask questions that we might have missed then.

And I don't really know, at the moment, because I haven't talked to him in about 3 or 4 weeks.

Really talked, I mean.

That was my reaction when you got rude, earlier, so now you know that it doesn't feel too nice.

[targetguy1]

I don't think you need to get rude when me or navuta ask questions that we might have missed then.

And I don't really know, at the moment, because I haven't talked to him in about 3 or 4 weeks.

Really talked, I mean.

That was my reaction when you got rude, earlier, so now you know that it doesn't feel too nice.

so what your saying is you dont know what your husband does in the navy?

[KaciBlakely]

These are a few quick things I needed to write down, because I'm not in that great of a mood.

And this is a simple way to vent.

You'll also get to see what my day was like in some parts.

So really it kills two birds with one stone.
__________________________________________________ _________


So here it goes.

I thought of you while watching "Wicker Park". I wish I didn't.

For some reason I always think of a certain person when I watch that film.

And I don't think it's the person you guys are thinking of.

Is it bad that I still think of old loves?

I'm sure people always wonder about what-ifs.

__________________________________________________ _________


"It took one year, but I don't hurt anymore. I no longer need someone to define who I am." - Whenever I read, I stopped.

I don't want it to take a year.

I want to be sure of who I am, with or without someone.

And I think having a kid will make me a better me.

Or at least I hope it will.

__________________________________________________ _________

IIII/ IIII/ IIII/ IIII/ IIII/ IIII/ IIII/ II. -When I went into the bathroom at a restaurant today there were 37 tallies.

I wonder why they were there.

Usually people would right there names on a stall or something.

That way it means something to the people who read it.

But that tallies couldn't be translated to me.

I don't know what they mean.

I guess I'll wonder for a long time to come.

I wonder if they stopped, or if it's still going?

Is it the number of times, a girl and a boy have been on a date at this place?

It's a weird thing, but interesting to me.

__________________________________________________ _________

I wrote this a few years ago.

And the fact of the matter is
that the old saying about turning into
our parents always comes true.
We resent them as we grow up
for different reasons but fate
already stepped in a long time ago
and unfairly decided that
we were going to hate ourselves.

I'm really afraid of turning into my mother with my own kid.

Not that she was a bad mother, but we never got along and always butted heads.

And I hated her with a passion growing up.

I don't want my son to hate me.

__________________________________________________ _________

I think that's all for now.

Thanks for reading NDN family.

[eejit101]

My husband is in the navy.

He works as a rear gunner.

See, ic an do it too!

[navuta]

My husband is in the navy.

He works as a rear gunner.

See, ic an do it too!

My girl is on the master degree university project dealing with soil composition...

she is much more clever than me...lol...
Thats why I stick to poker.
:conehead:

[KaciBlakely]

My husband is in the navy.

He works as a rear gunner.

See, ic an do it too!

I don't understand.

Was this sarcasm or what?

I can never tell with you eejit?

But I think it is.

You make me so confused with it though.

[eejit101]

Answer targets questions!

[KaciBlakely]

Answer targets questions!

I thought I had.

He only went through training.

He was going to be a mechanic or something but he didn't pass the test, so he was driving trucks in the time that we were together.

Does that answer target's questions?

[targetguy1]

I thought I had.

He only went through training.

He was going to be a mechanic or something but he didn't pass the test, so he was driving trucks in the time that we were together.

Does that answer target's questions?

not trying be an *** but if he went through training and didnt pass his medical test as you said he had high blood pressue then how in the world he become a e-4. the highest you can be going to your first duty station is a e-3. however some different rates have accelerated petty officer awards that are awarded to the highest student in each class during there a- school training. if you recieve this award then once you get to your first command you CO will then promte you to e-4. anyways just some navy food for thought. i am sure yuo meant he was an e-3 though. honest mistake right?

[GloBug]

maybe the next time she sees him he can elaborate. well my dad was in the army for 27 years and retired as a seargent major. he went thru hell and back wwith vietnam and even me being a kid i knew what he did. he was in the infantry thne became a drill instructer at fort jackson south carolina. i find it funny that u dont know what he is doing. i mean u guys are married. or is it that u didnt really care what he did. i think i opneed a whole can of worms by posting this out there. well i hope u can have him reply to this. :sifone:

[KaciBlakely]

not trying be an *** but if he went through training and didnt pass his medical test as you said he had high blood pressue then how in the world he become a e-4. the highest you can be going to your first duty station is a e-3. however some different rates have accelerated petty officer awards that are awarded to the highest student in each class during there a- school training. if you recieve this award then once you get to your first command you CO will then promte you to e-4. anyways just some navy food for thought. i am sure yuo meant he was an e-3 though. honest mistake right?

I think he was trying to be an e4 and he didn't pass the test to go up in rank.

Sorry I don't know everything about the military so that was an honest mistake yeah.

I haven't really talked to him about working, so I don't know how he gets discharged or out of the military.

With the way things are going right now, that's none of my business because we aren't together, just like my career, is none of his business.

Thank you for correcting me target.

I honestly didn't know, I was just guessing by based on how much we have talked about it before.

I'll have to find out what is going on though, because whether he likes it or not, he will very much so be paying child support.

He helped create this baby, and he's going to do his half in help raising him.

That's all for now.

[KaciBlakely]

maybe the next time she sees him he can elaborate. well my dad was in the army for 27 years and retired as a seargent major. he went thru hell and back wwith vietnam and even me being a kid i knew what he did. he was in the infantry thne became a drill instructer at fort jackson south carolina. i find it funny that u dont know what he is doing. i mean u guys are married. or is it that u didnt really care what he did. i think i opneed a whole can of worms by posting this out there. well i hope u can have him reply to this. :sifone:

We were together three months before we got married.

And whether or not it was a mistake or not, I do love him, so we didn't talk about other things, other than us, for a good while.

Did that surprise any of you?

I think you are going to be like wtf?

Once you read the above but it is true.

And it was fast, and intense, and now it's blah, pretty much.

[KaciBlakely]

Actually I don't think it was three months but a bit longer.

Maybe four months.

I just had to correct myself for that.

[targetguy1]

I think he was trying to be an e4 and he didn't pass the test to go up in rank.

Sorry I don't know everything about the military so that was an honest mistake yeah.

I haven't really talked to him about working, so I don't know how he gets discharged or out of the military.

With the way things are going right now, that's none of my business because we aren't together, just like my career, is none of his business.

Thank you for correcting me target.

I honestly didn't know, I was just guessing by based on how much we have talked about it before.

I'll have to find out what is going on though, because whether he likes it or not, he will very much so be paying child support.

He helped create this baby, and he's going to do his half in help raising him.

That's all for now.

no its cool. as i stated before i like the navy and know a lot about and also liek to talk to others who have been connected to the navy somehow or another. also take his *** to court and get whatever oney you can from him.

[GloBug]

Actually I don't think it was three months but a bit longer.

Maybe four months.

I just had to correct myself for that.


oh man sounded like he got u preggo then u guys decided to get married and not have a child out of wedlock. i blame religion for this. and then it just never materialized. did u meet him at a bar. or what. sounded like a one night stand lasted awhile. u might get mad at the last:sifone: comment but am i right.

[KaciBlakely]

oh man sounded like he got u preggo then u guys decided to get married and not have a child out of wedlock. i blame religion for this. and then it just never materialized. did u meet him at a bar. or what. sounded like a one night stand lasted awhile. u might get mad at the last:sifone: comment but am i right.

Actually you aren't right.

Just to let you know, my parents knew each other for two weeks, and they got married, and have just celebrated their 24th wedding anniversary.

By the way that's just rude.

Maybe you need to read my post about forum conduct, and general common decency.

[GloBug]

Actually you aren't right.

Just to let you know, my parents knew each other for two weeks, and they got married, and have just celebrated their 24th wedding anniversary.

By the way that's just rude.

Maybe you need to read my post about forum conduct, and general common decency.


well it was just a thought. everything is rude you. i will read your thread on conduct oh mighty moderator.

[KaciBlakely]

It's not that everything is rude to me.

It's just the simple commond decency.

You wouldn't walk up to a woman who's chubby and ask when is the baby due?

Would you?

It's the same thing here.

You may be thinking it, but you don't actually say it.

Or do you?

I wouldn't but I guess that's only me.

But that could happen and it could end up being a tumor in the stomach.

That'd be heartbreaking so you don't do things like that, you see?

[GloBug]

It's not that everything is rude to me.

It's just the simple commond decency.

You wouldn't walk up to a woman who's chubby and ask when is the baby due?

Would you?

It's the same thing here.

You may be thinking it, but you don't actually say it.

Or do you?

I wouldn't but I guess that's only me.

But that could happen and it could end up being a tumor in the stomach.

That'd be heartbreaking so you don't do things like that, you see?


u get my sympathy vote for this one. i do think of things befroe i say it but i also tell it like it is. i am not one to knock your marriage. i am just putting 2 and 2 together and i was wrong. well good job to your dad and mom. i am happy for them. they are one in a million.

[KaciBlakely]

Yes they are.

I love them both dearly and just wanted to set the record straight.

I'm really not trying to cause any controversy.

Oh to be young and foolish again.

Only this time with a child.

[GloBug]

Yes they are.

I love them both dearly and just wanted to set the record straight.

I'm really not trying to cause any controversy.

Oh to be young and foolish again.

Only this time with a child.


well u are young i dont know about foolish but u are young.

[KaciBlakely]

Next time I plan to get married I will have to wait longer than three months.

That was the part that was foolish.

The rush.

There is no rush to life, because it's not a race.

I will remember and learn from it though.

[GloBug]

i cant comment on that but lesson learned. thats all.

[KaciBlakely]

i cant comment on that but lesson learned. thats all.

Thank you for being kind about that, glo!

Appreciate the kindness you showed.

[woohoosue]

kaci I.m so sorry you were attacked at the game .....it started on my table ...it was like a shark attack I showed weakness by saying his remarks were hurtful and they need to stop...and then target lilred and allin jumped in so they were all riled up and I just let them have there play at me in my silence....then we came to your table and one of them made that awful remark as an attempt at humor. i think its a juvenile attempt to make us want to leave...
i really have no idea what is wrong with these guys lately ...they are rude and have no idea how rude they are...so they cant be change. Glo has a scewed look on life from what I've gathered and the only one that can help him is himself ..he will either start treating others with respect or he will stand on his "I am who I am" soap box...

Your situation is not your fault.. it is out of your control ..the love you've lost is as real as anyones and you have every right to be sad/mad . but your future is like a blank canvas.. go out and make it a field of diasies.... you have a child on the way that needs a strong loving mother ...you will be a great one!

[KaciBlakely]

kaci I.m so sorry you were attacked at the game .....it started on my table ...it was like a shark attack I showed weakness by saying his remarks were hurtful and they need to stop...and then target lilred and allin jumped in so they were all riled up and I just let them have there play at me in my silence....then we came to your table and one of them made that awful remark as an attempt at humor. i think its a juvenile attempt to make us want to leave...
i really have no idea what is wrong with these guys lately ...they are rude and have no idea how rude they are...so they cant be change. Glo has a scewed look on life from what I've gathered and the only one that can help him is himself ..he will either start treating others with respect or he will stand on his "I am who I am" soap box...

Your situation is not your fault.. it is out of your control ..the love you've lost is as real as anyones and you have every right to be sad/mad . but your future is like a blank canvas.. go out and make it a field of diasies.... you have a child on the way that needs a strong loving mother ...you will be a great one!

Thank you so much sue!

I'm glad someone else can back me up and say I'm not the only one saying these guys have been being meaner than necessary.

It's not necessary to be mean at all but I think you get my point in the expression.

I'm sorry they were attacking you.

I don't really take things lying down, so that's why I made a thread about what had happened at tonight's chip game.

I don't agree with Glo's outlook on life.

And I agree with you.

But we can just leave that at that.

No need to start more drama, you know?

I will admit I played a part in what happened to me.

There are two people in a marriage.

But it's no one's place to use it to rub salt in the wounds.

Thank you for your support.

You are truly a beautiful person, inside and out.

[targetguy1]

kaci I.m so sorry you were attacked at the game .....it started on my table ...it was like a shark attack I showed weakness by saying his remarks were hurtful and they need to stop...and then target lilred and allin jumped in so they were all riled up and I just let them have there play at me in my silence....then we came to your table and one of them made that awful remark as an attempt at humor. i think its a juvenile attempt to make us want to leave...
i really have no idea what is wrong with these guys lately ...they are rude and have no idea how rude they are...so they cant be change. Glo has a scewed look on life from what I've gathered and the only one that can help him is himself ..he will either start treating others with respect or he will stand on his "I am who I am" soap box...

Your situation is not your fault.. it is out of your control ..the love you've lost is as real as anyones and you have every right to be sad/mad . but your future is like a blank canvas.. go out and make it a field of diasies.... you have a child on the way that needs a strong loving mother ...you will be a great one!



sue i really like you and never ever had a problem with you. i sorry for how you feel tonight but i never said anything rude or hurtfull to you like you claim i did. all i said was the last time someone complained about the chat the table ndn said to just turn the chat off and you wont have to deal with the comments at the table. i never once said anything mean or rude to you. i really hope we can move on from this as this isnt how i want to be looked or viewed as a bad person.

[KaciBlakely]

Okay guys.

This thread will return to be about me.

It's my blog afterall.

And I will post ultra sound pictures and pictures of me, pre baby.

And maybe some of me pregnant even.

I'm sorry Pan, I didn't see your post until just now, or I would've commented about this earlier.

Obviously.

Stay tuned to the next blog and to some pics from me for my little family.

Me and baby that is.

[GloBug]

Thank you so much sue!

I'm glad someone else can back me up and say I'm not the only one saying these guys have been being meaner than necessary.

It's not necessary to be mean at all but I think you get my point in the expression.

I'm sorry they were attacking you.

I don't really take things lying down, so that's why I made a thread about what had happened at tonight's chip game.

I don't agree with Glo's outlook on life.

And I agree with you.

But we can just leave that at that.

No need to start more drama, you know?

I will admit I played a part in what happened to me.

There are two people in a marriage.

But it's no one's place to use it to rub salt in the wounds.

Thank you for your support.

You are truly a beautiful person, inside and out.


uguys dont know enough about me to know my outlook on life. sue we are done quit bringing my name im done with urs. and also lilred never said anything.

[KaciBlakely]

uguys dont know enough about me to know my outlook on life. sue we are done quit bringing my name im done with urs. and also lilred never said anything.

That's what I SAID!

When I said I agree, I meant about the rudeness/being mean.

Nothing else, honest!

[GloBug]

That's what I SAID!

When I said I agree, I meant about the rudeness/being mean.

Nothing else, honest!


okay well i must have read it wrong but this is what it said

this is quoting u.
I don't agree with Glo's outlook on life.

And I agree with you.

[KaciBlakely]

okay well i must have read it wrong but this is what it said

this is quoting u.
I don't agree with Glo's outlook on life.

And I agree with you.

"It's not necessary to be mean at all but I think you get my point in the expression.

I'm sorry they were attacking you.

I don't really take things lying down, so that's why I made a thread about what had happened at tonight's chip game.

I don't agree with Glo's outlook on life.

And I agree with you."

That's what I said ^.

I didn't mean anything by it.

But that's over and we are totally moving on, right?

[GloBug]

okay. i will take that. just looked like it. :sifone:

[KaciBlakely]

Okay so today has been quite a day.

More or less the latter half of the day.

Being this evening.

I can't believe what happened but here are my feelings on it.

I absolutely love this forum.

I think it's a great place to have fun and communicate with others.

And to have a great place to get the no deposits and get rewarded for simply posting here.

I totally like that people here can get along, or disagree with others in a respectful manner.

I know people have had disagreements with me.

And I've had disagreements with others.

It doesn't mean our opinions are wrong.

They are just different from others.

It is honestly not my intentions to cause drama.

So I apologize and I'm sorry if anyone thinks that's what I'm trying to do.

Honestly I just want to post and have fun.

And I hope everyone knows that and can see my sincerity in posting this.

[targetguy1]

Okay so today has been quite a day.

More or less the latter half of the day.

Being this evening.

I can't believe what happened but here are my feelings on it.

I absolutely love this forum.

I think it's a great place to have fun and communicate with others.

And to have a great place to get the no deposits and get rewarded for simply posting here.

I totally like that people here can get along, or disagree with others in a respectful manner.

I know people have had disagreements with me.

And I've had disagreements with others.

It doesn't mean our opinions are wrong.

They are just different from others.

It is honestly not my intentions to cause drama.

So I apologize and I'm sorry if anyone thinks that's what I'm trying to do.

Honestly I just want to post and have fun.

And I hope everyone knows that and can see my sincerity in posting this.

i agree with your post. it was nice and anything that happen tonight is over with and i promise i am sorry for any trouble or pain i cause you. sometimes we all get caught up in the moment and say stuff we dont mean or intend to say out loud but it happen and i was wrong for that. we can still agree to disagree but at the same time i think we should respect each other and their feelings at the same time. once again if i could take it back i would and i hope you or any other forum member will not hold what i said against me.

[KaciBlakely]

I don't hold anything against you.

Trust me.

It's all blown over.

So for that, it's over.

We all have feelings and some times they get stepped on, but now it's all good.

No worries, be happy.

[KaciBlakely]

****SPOILER****SPOILER****SPOILER****

There are spoilers ahead for the finale of the Bachelorette.

I really enjoy this show and it's my blog, so I'm blogging about a boring finale in my opinion.

Not necessarily boring but disappointing for me!!!


********SPOILER___AHEAD********

I just wanted to warn everyone!!!

Okay so this might not be the greatest idea, but here's a what happened on The Bachelorette show tonight.

And thrown in is my opinion, of what the heck was Julian Harris thinking?

That's the name of the bachelorette in case you didn't know

So the show gets started and there is a recap of five minutes for what happened last week and the week before.

Because really, people who haven't been watching before the finale are really going to tune in for the finale.

Why would people turn on the tv for characters and people they don't care about.

Anyways, on to the dates.

The first date was with this guy Ed.

He is a business guy from Chicago, who wears really short shorts, and I don't like the guy.

He's just full of bs in my opinion and says all the things someone wants to hear, but never really gives a thought to was he really thinks.

I think he just plays up to the cameras, but it's a reality tv show and that is definitely allowed.

And probably encouraged to.

So on the date, Jillian brings him on a helicopter ride, and then they swim in the ocean, and make out a bunch while they watch a volcano.

They are in Hawaii, so it's important to show the volcanoes I guess.

Then we go to commercial break and then we're to the next day suddenly.

It's amazing these transitions they do.

And that was obviously sarcasm in the above sentence.

Anyways, this second guy Jillian has a date with is named Kiptyn.

I absolutely adore this guy.

He's from San Diego, and his family is great.

They all love sarcastic conversation and drinking wine.

They have a great sense of humor and this guys works for a charity foundation.

What's not to love right?

Anyways they go on a surfboards and just have a nice picnic on a private beach and they talk about the future and what they want out of it.

And then they make out.

Then I fast forward through the commercials and now Ed is being introduced to Jillian's family.

They love him.

Jillian's dad gives Ed permission to marry his daughter, or to propose and the date ends with the family hugging and being happy.

The next day Kiptyn meets Jillian's family and everyone likes him enough, but her sister in law loves him to pieces.

And when Kiptyn leaves for the night, Jillian has a talk with her sister in law and she is really pushing for Kiptyn, when Jillian states she is confused and doesn't know who to choose.

Then it's time for the guys to go pick out the rings.

Kiptyn's is better than Ed's but that's just my opinion.

Kiptyn steps out of the limo the next day and TELLS Jillian I LOVE YOU, and she doesn't say it back.

She doesn't let him propose and she says her heart aches but she has to let him go, because she is in love with someone else.

Then a shocking thing happens!

Reid, a guy that was eliminated the week or two before, comes back because he's in love with her and never told her.

Chris Harrison the hosts says to Reid, "You gotta hurry because Ed is on his way, and you only have a short amount of time to tell Jillian how you feel."

Reid does his thing, and she takes a lot of time out to decide if she wants to accept his proposal or not.

She goes inside to think, leaving Reid outside, standing like a fish out of water, and has to ask Chris Harrison what to do.

He basically asks who do you want to be your husband, Reid or Ed, and she says, she sees a life together with Ed.

So she's made her decision and it's time to let Reid down easily.

Then a few minutes later, Ed shows up and completely blows her away with his proposal.

She accepts, and their is a video slide show of them together on the show, and that's it.

Cue happy ending music.

Tomorrow night will be the After The Final Rose show and we get to see if Ed and Jillian are still together.

So excited to see it, because I'm a nerd and live vicariously through reality television shows at the moment.

Anyway watch this besides me?

[*KYLEE'SMOMMY*]

****SPOILER****SPOILER****SPOILER****

There are spoilers ahead for the finale of the Bachelorette.

I really enjoy this show and it's my blog, so I'm blogging about a boring finale in my opinion.

Not necessarily boring but disappointing for me!!!


********SPOILER___AHEAD********

I just wanted to warn everyone!!!

Okay so this might not be the greatest idea, but here's a what happened on The Bachelorette show tonight.

And thrown in is my opinion, of what the heck was Julian Harris thinking?

That's the name of the bachelorette in case you didn't know

So the show gets started and there is a recap of five minutes for what happened last week and the week before.

Because really, people who haven't been watching before the finale are really going to tune in for the finale.

Why would people turn on the tv for characters and people they don't care about.

Anyways, on to the dates.

The first date was with this guy Ed.

He is a business guy from Chicago, who wears really short shorts, and I don't like the guy.

He's just full of bs in my opinion and says all the things someone wants to hear, but never really gives a thought to was he really thinks.

I think he just plays up to the cameras, but it's a reality tv show and that is definitely allowed.

And probably encouraged to.

So on the date, Jillian brings him on a helicopter ride, and then they swim in the ocean, and make out a bunch while they watch a volcano.

They are in Hawaii, so it's important to show the volcanoes I guess.

Then we go to commercial break and then we're to the next day suddenly.

It's amazing these transitions they do.

And that was obviously sarcasm in the above sentence.

Anyways, this second guy Jillian has a date with is named Kiptyn.

I absolutely adore this guy.

He's from San Diego, and his family is great.

They all love sarcastic conversation and drinking wine.

They have a great sense of humor and this guys works for a charity foundation.

What's not to love right?

Anyways they go on a surfboards and just have a nice picnic on a private beach and they talk about the future and what they want out of it.

And then they make out.

Then I fast forward through the commercials and now Ed is being introduced to Jillian's family.

They love him.

Jillian's dad gives Ed permission to marry his daughter, or to propose and the date ends with the family hugging and being happy.

The next day Kiptyn meets Jillian's family and everyone likes him enough, but her sister in law loves him to pieces.

And when Kiptyn leaves for the night, Jillian has a talk with her sister in law and she is really pushing for Kiptyn, when Jillian states she is confused and doesn't know who to choose.

Then it's time for the guys to go pick out the rings.

Kiptyn's is better than Ed's but that's just my opinion.

Kiptyn steps out of the limo the next day and TELLS Jillian I LOVE YOU, and she doesn't say it back.

She doesn't let him propose and she says her heart aches but she has to let him go, because she is in love with someone else.

Then a shocking thing happens!

Reid, a guy that was eliminated the week or two before, comes back because he's in love with her and never told her.

Chris Harrison the hosts says to Reid, "You gotta hurry because Ed is on his way, and you only have a short amount of time to tell Jillian how you feel."

Reid does his thing, and she takes a lot of time out to decide if she wants to accept his proposal or not.

She goes inside to think, leaving Reid outside, standing like a fish out of water, and has to ask Chris Harrison what to do.

He basically asks who do you want to be your husband, Reid or Ed, and she says, she sees a life together with Ed.

So she's made her decision and it's time to let Reid down easily.

Then a few minutes later, Ed shows up and completely blows her away with his proposal.

She accepts, and their is a video slide show of them together on the show, and that's it.

Cue happy ending music.

Tomorrow night will be the After The Final Rose show and we get to see if Ed and Jillian are still together.

So excited to see it, because I'm a nerd and live vicariously through reality television shows at the moment.

Anyway watch this besides me?

i dont watch it. dont really have time. i have an 8 month old and a man. lol that is very time consuming.

[KaciBlakely]

Oh I know.

I can only imagine.

My life is going to get very busy in Novemeber.

I've changed the name I'm going to name him too.

I can't wait for Kaiden to come.

Kaiden Aaron is what I'm naming him now.

Love the name and the middle name, is my dad's middle so that's what I've decided.

[KaciBlakely]

I love going through my old high school journal, that I've kept for all these years.


I thought I was sage and wise, but I wasn't.

Here's an entry from my sophomore year of high school.

I sound like a whiny brat who can't get over it.

Maybe not much has change, lmfao.

Yes, that was a joke at me.

But here it goes.


"I would be more of a friend to her.

If she were more of a friend to me.

But she's not.

So neither am I."

I don't even know the girl I was talking about.

It's not mentioned in my journal, dang it.

I think we should make a thread about old journal entries, because surely I'm not the only one here, who wrote a journal right?

[GloBug]

lol high school journal. if i did keep one it would be full of dust. its been awhile since i was in high school. what i graduated in 94. man thats 14 years. i know some of u older member graduated when the beatles were alive and kicking but hey i feel old. u know it makes me want to pull out my old year books and see what happened to me. well when i was in high school i was still 6 ft 2 and wieghed only 150 then. i was skinny. now i am hovering around 220. but i am fit with a beer belly. but hey its piad for. i cant complain. kaci wait for like 10 more years then break out the journal. thats the time to do it. lol :sifone:

[KaciBlakely]

I will make sure to look at my old journal that I looked at for this one post, and view it in ten years.

I'm sure there are entries I will be embarassed and humiliated to read them.

Not looking forward to that.

Well I kinda am, just not to the embarassment.

[targetguy1]

oh come on there has to some better journal entries then that like i hate that bit** and i going to sleep with her man if she doesnt stop talking sh*t behind my back. where are those. thats the good stuff.

[KaciBlakely]

Well I will enter some more interesting journal entries in my blog thread later.

I was honestly making fun of myself posting those, and responding to Globug.

And I never wrote about my sex life in my journal because I was worried my parents would find it and punish me.

I wasn't a bad kid.

But I wasn't completely innocent, you know?

[freeringo]

This isn't a journal, journals are for your private thoughts to be kept private so that you can read them later in life and reflect on your entries and learn and grow from your experiences.
This sounds more like a bibliography to me.
I won't read other peoples journals and I really don't like bibliographies either. Sorry, but I only could read 10 % of this thread.

You lost me at blog

[KaciBlakely]

I don't necessarily think the blogs/journals are any different.

And I try not to post here everyday because I don't want to just be spamming you guys with every detail.

I try to just post what I find amusing.

But this thread has been getting a lot of replies so most of this thread is me replying to everyone and not actualy entries.

I asked ndn though and he said this kind of thread was okay.

And it's okay, not all the threads are for everyone.

[eejit101]

You have 2k posts...........

Since March.

Only person to have more than that is me, and i kinda spam for a reason.

Its alot

[KaciBlakely]

You have 2k posts...........

Since March.

Only person to have more than that is me, and i kinda spam for a reason.

Its alot


Ringo has 3k post since February.

Now what are you going to say about that?

If you are going to point something about about one member then let's be fair with it.

And it's not exactly 2000 yet, I don't think.

[KaciBlakely]

Okay now this might not be that important but it'd be a good discussion for NDN community I think.

At least it would be a fun topic.

I don't really understand people dressing up in character for movie premiers.

Like, full on, in character of one of the people or beings, in some cases, from the movie.

I just don't get how you do that.

It's not comfortable sitting in a movie theatre with a big old costume on.

And I didn't mention what I'm about to in a previous post I made.

But you remember when I did my review on Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.

There was a guy dressed up as Darth Vader.

I went outside to get away from that one, because it has nothing to do with Harry Potter.

But when we asked him why he was dressed up like that he said this.

"It's because Darth Vader and Hermione belong together!"

It's absolutely bonkers and makes no sense whatsoever.

So who else has seen weird dressing up.

It's okay for Halloween.

But besides that I just don't get it at all.

[eejit101]

Can i vote to stop blogs? I keep clicking on this and am drawn in to reading about haloween costumes??

And Ringo gets the same abuse.

[KaciBlakely]

Well we don't see Ringo getting the same abuse.

And most of the things I say have revelence. They aren't just stupid. Not saying that others are, I just think that is your opinion on what I post but I could be wrong.

If you don't like the blog, you don't have to read it. I don't read every thread on here because I don't choose too. I'm not the only one to make posts like here.

If they aren't posts you can relate too, they just aren't. No shame, no foul.

[targetguy1]

Well we don't see Ringo getting the same abuse.

And most of the things I say have revelence. They aren't just stupid. Not saying that others are, I just think that is your opinion on what I post but I could be wrong.

If you don't like the blog, you don't have to read it. I don't read every thread on here because I don't choose too. I'm not the only one to make posts like here.

If they aren't posts you can relate too, they just aren't. No shame, no foul.

not trying to be mean but he is a mod and part of his job is to read every thread and make sure people are being dumb. no i not calling you dubm i just saying its his job to read the threads.

[GloBug]

Well we don't see Ringo getting the same abuse.

And most of the things I say have revelence. They aren't just stupid. Not saying that others are, I just think that is your opinion on what I post but I could be wrong.

If you don't like the blog, you don't have to read it. I don't read every thread on here because I don't choose too. I'm not the only one to make posts like here.

If they aren't posts you can relate too, they just aren't. No shame, no foul.


its always someone else withu. y dont u just take fault when u are being faulted. its always well ringo doesit or target does it or glo bug does it. why cant it be ok i wont do it anymore. ur like a kid when u cat like that. sick of it. go bug another forum.

[eejit101]

I read everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(kinda)

I do miss lots somehow, my new posts thing showed 1 new post in 34 hours the other day... that was a lie.

[freeringo]

its always someone else withu. y dont u just take fault when u are being faulted. its always well ringo doesit or target does it or glo bug does it. why cant it be ok i wont do it anymore. ur like a kid when u cat like that. sick of it. go bug another forum.
Globug another forum is brilliant.

However, in regards to Kaci, she made a mistake or 3 and she is paying for it.
There is no need to rub her nose in it. Everyone has the capacity to change and improve themselves and their behaviors. We should all
give Kaci a chance to learn from this and not gravel through the gutter of insults.
We are all much better than that. :grouphug:

[eejit101]

Does anyone see NDN forming some kind of cult?

I mean, come on, everyone talks as if they own a piece of the forum or something, its all very.... clicky.

I think with one swift swoop NDN could turn us all into suicide bombers, or devi worshippers or something

[woohoosue]

Does anyone see NDN forming some kind of cult?

I mean, come on, everyone talks as if they own a piece of the forum or something, its all very.... clicky.

I think with one swift swoop NDN could turn us all into suicide bombers, or devi worshippers or something
not me i have better fashion sense than to off myself with u guys.

[eejit101]

Nah, but if it was sexual and i was involved youd be right over;)

[woohoosue]

Nah, but if it was sexual and i was involved youd be right over;)

your fantasy? or mine? I wonder? lol

[KaciBlakely]

I thought this thread had died.

Thanks ringo. I appreciate it. I did get punished and I didn't like I had done anything wrong since then so I am making somewhat of an effort.

And again I thought this thread was dead!